Eternal Nannie

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[00:01:10] Hi and welcome to Fall Asleep with Henrik.

[00:01:17] Henrik.

[00:01:19] I'm Henrik.

[00:01:20] And you are sleepy and it is what it is.

[00:01:29] What happens happens.

[00:01:30] And right now there is nothing we can do about it.

[00:01:35] So let's go.

[00:01:43] Hi there sleepy.

[00:01:45] How are you?

[00:01:48] I'm fine.

[00:01:49] Thank you for asking.

[00:01:51] I'm sitting in my studio as always having problems starting this podcast

[00:02:03] that is meant for you to fall asleep.

[00:02:06] I know there's a lot of sleep aid oriented podcasts out there.

[00:02:15] But most of them, and I say most of them, well knowing that not every one of them

[00:02:24] is structured in a different way than this podcast.

[00:02:30] Most of them are structured in a way that are purely meant for you to be lulled to sleep

[00:02:38] in a very traditional way.

[00:02:41] Like bedtime stories for children or for grownups.

[00:02:47] Or meditation or relaxation techniques.

[00:02:51] This is not that kind of podcast.

[00:02:56] This is more in line with, if any, the very popular sleep podcast Sleep With Me that Skurur

[00:03:12] does.

[00:03:14] I would, I can recommend that.

[00:03:18] Well, that is of course not necessary for me to recommend that podcast since that is actually

[00:03:25] a very successful podcast.

[00:03:27] You don't need my recommendation.

[00:03:29] But he is, well, I guess he is most, the podcast for Sleep With Me is the most like mine

[00:03:46] in the podcast universe.

[00:03:49] But this is something purely made out of my own mind.

[00:03:55] I am no expert in sleeping techniques or relaxation or visualization techniques.

[00:04:05] I am from Sweden.

[00:04:06] I don't speak very well.

[00:04:08] I don't speak English very well.

[00:04:10] Although some say I do, but I, I am very aware of my own shortcomings regarding the language.

[00:04:21] As I've said many times before, I do this in Swedish 10 times a month and have been doing

[00:04:34] so since 2018, putting Swedes, Norwegians, Finnish people, Danes and Swedish people all around

[00:04:44] the world to sleep for six years now.

[00:04:52] And that's my income.

[00:04:55] That's my job.

[00:04:56] You could have worse jobs.

[00:05:03] So anyway, you don't have to listen to my words.

[00:05:07] I share that with the Sleep With Me podcast.

[00:05:10] You don't have to listen to what I say.

[00:05:13] Let me just speak and I will.

[00:05:16] Well, a common misconception about this type of insomnia relief technique is that I'm trying

[00:05:25] to bore you to sleep, but I'm not.

[00:05:28] Actually, I am trying my best to entertain you.

[00:05:32] But since I don't prepare anything, edit anything, remove stuff, you know, restructure stuff,

[00:05:41] I can't, it's almost impossible for me to succeed in my trying to entertain you like in a professional

[00:05:52] way, since that's my job in a way.

[00:05:56] I'm an actor and I, I am trained in entertaining and performing.

[00:06:06] I am actually a trained actor.

[00:06:09] This, this, I don't know how much of my training is applied in this, my new line of work.

[00:06:18] It was a long time ago since I stood on a stage.

[00:06:24] I guess that was 2022 or maybe 2023.

[00:06:32] I don't remember.

[00:06:36] Well, it was a long time ago anyway.

[00:06:40] And I don't really miss it that much.

[00:06:45] Many people ask me, are you done with acting now?

[00:06:50] And I always answer, no, of course not.

[00:06:53] Why?

[00:06:53] I mean, that would be like throwing my own education and line of work under the bus.

[00:07:01] And I'm not prepared to do that just yet.

[00:07:04] Who knows?

[00:07:04] Maybe this podcast gig will just hit a roadblock soon enough.

[00:07:14] Well, maybe my podcasting career will, are heading right into a ditch somewhere.

[00:07:21] You don't know.

[00:07:25] But I don't miss being on stage that much.

[00:07:30] I miss being in front of a camera.

[00:07:35] It's not the same doing it yourself on YouTube and other social media.

[00:07:41] It's not the same.

[00:07:42] When you're filming something, you're a part of this huge group of people that are working towards a common goal.

[00:07:51] Centered around a hopefully good piece of narrative, a good story.

[00:08:01] That's not always the case, though.

[00:08:04] Sometimes when you film, when you do a TV or movie production, you're just in it for, you know, the gig.

[00:08:13] And everyone knows, everyone working with it knows that this is going to turn out to be shit.

[00:08:20] And we're laughing, you know, while doing it.

[00:08:26] But then again, you can be proven wrong.

[00:08:31] I have worked on like many productions where I thought that this is going to turn out to be really good.

[00:08:38] And then I saw the final result and I'm just, I want to be swallowed by the earth beneath me because I'm so shamed.

[00:08:52] So you never know, you know, and sometimes you do stuff that feels not particularly good.

[00:09:02] And then it turns out to be like this really good piece of art.

[00:09:06] So you never know, nor should you know, because it's all in the eyes of the audience, I guess.

[00:09:20] So I'm going to talk for an hour here and just speak whatever's on my mind.

[00:09:26] I tend to dwell on stuff that's personal to me.

[00:09:31] I tend to talk about, especially in my English speaking podcast, this one.

[00:09:42] I tend to speak a lot about myself and my own world and my own life.

[00:09:47] That's because I find it harder to tell stories and figmental pieces of narrative that I do a lot in Swedish, in my Swedish equivalent to this podcast.

[00:10:06] I don't, I don't, I don't really find it that easy.

[00:10:13] I have tried a few times in this podcast to just tell pure fictional stories and they turn out all right, I guess.

[00:10:25] But it's harder and it takes like a bit of courage for my end.

[00:10:34] And I don't always possess that courage.

[00:10:37] So today, okay, just because I, just because I said so, I'm going to force myself to tell you a purely fictional story today.

[00:10:47] But I will also interrupt this story with personal segments from my own life and my own experiences.

[00:10:59] As is always the case when I do stuff.

[00:11:03] I always mix private and personal experiences into my stories or made up worlds.

[00:11:13] So this story is about this old lady called Nanny and she's living in a hut near a river.

[00:11:28] And every day she looks out over the river and she sees that nothing has changed.

[00:11:36] The river just flows from one direction to the other.

[00:11:41] Or rather the river just flows in one direction is maybe the proper way to, to say this.

[00:11:54] And every day is in that manner, the same, the trees on the opposite side of the river.

[00:12:03] It's not a very big river.

[00:12:05] It's like 10 or 15 meters across.

[00:12:08] So she lives by this very calm creek.

[00:12:19] And well, the vegetation around the river are these large trees with an accumulated age of thousands and thousands of years old.

[00:12:40] And she's also old.

[00:12:45] But not old in the same way Greenland shark can be old.

[00:12:56] Is it called Greenland shark or is it the Greenland whale?

[00:13:02] In Swedish we say Grönlandsval.

[00:13:05] But I've heard somewhere that the Greenland shark is the proper title.

[00:13:13] Anyway, I read somewhere that they can get really old.

[00:13:20] Like 450, 500 years old.

[00:13:26] That means that there are Greenland sharks swimming in the deep cold depths.

[00:13:34] Right now, that we're alive during the years of William Shakespeare, not even knowing about it.

[00:13:44] That's amazing to me.

[00:13:47] But Nanny is not that old.

[00:13:51] She's 76 years old.

[00:13:54] And she's, well, she's not bored.

[00:14:01] But she's seen it all, you know.

[00:14:06] Every day is sort of the same in her world.

[00:14:11] She's lived long enough to see people come and go.

[00:14:16] Because she has this curious thing about her.

[00:14:22] And that is that she doesn't age.

[00:14:26] Now that's a very weird trait, I guess.

[00:14:31] Because not aging.

[00:14:36] It was long ago.

[00:14:40] People stopped caring, really.

[00:14:45] She had a family, but they were all taken away from her when she was way too young.

[00:14:52] And since then she's lived alone.

[00:14:55] And she prefers it that way.

[00:14:59] Because she has this very weird trait.

[00:15:05] She still looks like she's 20.

[00:15:10] But she's 76.

[00:15:15] And she has some sort of accumulated wealth.

[00:15:24] She started saving at an early age.

[00:15:27] And that money has now accumulated to a sum that she's able to live off each month.

[00:15:37] So she hasn't a real, she hasn't ever really had a real job.

[00:15:43] She had this, she's had this, she led a life of, you know, living off the land.

[00:15:52] She owns this little piece of land around that very particular creek of this river.

[00:15:58] I'm not going to say where this river is, because then you will just want to go there and disturb her because she's still alive.

[00:16:09] The fact is that Nanny can't die.

[00:16:13] She's immortal.

[00:16:15] And before you run off, climbing the church tower, just yelling out over the county that this is an illogical story.

[00:16:25] People can't just go around being immortal.

[00:16:29] Let me just give you a quick comment to that.

[00:16:33] I know that this is viewed upon as impossible, but in my imagination right now, immortality is possible, but for one person on earth.

[00:16:46] And that's Nanny.

[00:16:48] So she has some sort of genetic traits that permits her from dying.

[00:16:55] And that includes dying by accidents and violence and any type of harm.

[00:17:04] She simply can't perish.

[00:17:09] And that, at first glance, that sounds, that looks like really positive, you know?

[00:17:21] Imagine not being able to experience endings.

[00:17:30] But then again, that's all she ever does.

[00:17:36] If you live long enough, you get to see so many endings.

[00:17:42] And in Nanny's case, the endings are endless, you know?

[00:17:48] So since she doesn't ever end herself, she gets to see end upon end upon end of stuff.

[00:17:57] And that's why she really likes it alone.

[00:18:00] And she's only 76.

[00:18:05] That's not an age compared to eternity or whatever time span she has because she doesn't know.

[00:18:14] The doctor doesn't know what makes her her.

[00:18:22] Nobody knows.

[00:18:23] And she's been sort of viewed upon as sort of a circus freak.

[00:18:30] Back in the day, when she turned 50 and still 20, people looked at her as a curiosity.

[00:18:37] And she was asked about her way of life.

[00:18:41] And now when she turned 60, people were just, this is not, this just isn't logical.

[00:18:49] And people started to be scared.

[00:18:52] And now, almost 80 years of old, 80 years of age, she's viewed upon as kind of scary.

[00:19:04] That scary old lady that looks like a young woman living alone by the creek downriver.

[00:19:14] And every day, she just walks out of her hut, sits by the river, drinking her morning tea, watching the stream.

[00:19:33] And the only thing that's always different, the only thing in her world that's always unique,

[00:19:41] And she realized that since being immortal, you need like that mindset, that immortal mindset to have an open mind to these sort of subtle changes.

[00:19:56] And that is that the river itself carries itself with a different quality and energy every day.

[00:20:03] So, no day are the same as far as the river goes.

[00:20:14] The river shifts, like constantly.

[00:20:16] And it doesn't do it in cycles, like most other things.

[00:20:21] Seasons, lifespans, relationships.

[00:20:30] It's always different.

[00:20:33] It's almost like the river itself decides whether or not it's going to be this or that way at any given day.

[00:20:44] It's like the river has a mind of its own.

[00:20:48] And Nanny fully believes that.

[00:20:53] So, every day when she comes out of the hut and gazes upon the river, the river has like this difference in color, shape, energy.

[00:21:07] The stream is different.

[00:21:11] And not always in a good way.

[00:21:20] The river is never a good friend.

[00:21:23] And it's always its own, you know?

[00:21:30] The river doesn't care that she's there.

[00:21:33] So, if it wants to flood her hut, it's just going to do that.

[00:21:40] If it wants to be like this little stream, this little, what do you call it?

[00:21:49] This little puddle in the middle of the flood.

[00:21:57] What do you call it?

[00:21:59] In Swedish we say flod, the foran.

[00:22:02] You know, the dugout ground where the river flows.

[00:22:08] The river has carved this pit where it flows.

[00:22:15] I don't know what you call it.

[00:22:17] The banks.

[00:22:19] Between the banks.

[00:22:21] It doesn't care.

[00:22:26] And that's a fascinating thing.

[00:22:28] Once you've discovered it, I, and here it comes, my own personal experience in this matter.

[00:22:35] I worked for many years at this river.

[00:22:43] And every day I was acting.

[00:22:46] I was doing a play.

[00:22:47] And the play took place outside.

[00:22:49] So, there was this outside large stage.

[00:22:54] Which was really just a grass and dirt stage, you know?

[00:23:00] With houses on.

[00:23:01] Real houses.

[00:23:02] And the audience sat on chairs and benches on a hill.

[00:23:09] Like opposite the stage.

[00:23:11] It was all just dug out from the environment.

[00:23:16] And behind all the houses were this river.

[00:23:24] And every day in between my scenes.

[00:23:28] Or before and after the play was over.

[00:23:32] I sat at a folding chair.

[00:23:40] And just looked at the river.

[00:23:45] And it's really, truly amazing what a river can do to your mind.

[00:23:52] Once you've looked at it for long enough.

[00:23:55] It's not the same as looking at it.

[00:23:57] A vivid, violent stream.

[00:24:02] A cascade of water.

[00:24:04] This river is like, it looks calm.

[00:24:10] It flows steadily and slowly.

[00:24:14] But I've swimmed in that stream.

[00:24:18] And the force is like really strong.

[00:24:23] You can be drawn downstream like kilometers.

[00:24:28] If you're not careful.

[00:24:29] It's very hard to swim across it.

[00:24:34] And every day we're like this totally unique world by the river.

[00:24:44] I was only there in summertime.

[00:24:47] So, I don't know whether or not this applies to the winter stream as well.

[00:24:54] But I could come there in the morning.

[00:24:58] And there could be this cloudy thunderstorm on its way.

[00:25:07] And the clouds.

[00:25:09] It was almost like the clouds and the river were in cahoots.

[00:25:14] You know, about what dress to wear today.

[00:25:18] Because the clouds and the river were almost identical.

[00:25:24] Almost every time.

[00:25:26] Not every time.

[00:25:27] Sometimes they differed.

[00:25:28] Like a lot.

[00:25:30] And then you realized.

[00:25:32] You discovered that.

[00:25:34] Because it was so unconventional.

[00:25:40] Because they were almost always hand in hand in that regard.

[00:25:44] And the river could be pitch black.

[00:25:51] Like this little lake in a forest.

[00:25:56] But constantly moving with small but extremely forceful vortexes.

[00:26:05] Like scattered around.

[00:26:08] Like scattered around.

[00:26:09] Caused by rocks and wood.

[00:26:15] Floating by or being stuck at the bottom.

[00:26:18] I especially liked when the river was pitch black.

[00:26:26] I don't know why.

[00:26:28] I've always enjoyed pitch black stuff.

[00:26:34] I'm not sure why.

[00:26:36] I think it makes me feel safe.

[00:26:42] I know that sounds weird.

[00:26:44] But I view myself as sort of a thin layer of comprehensible stuff.

[00:26:55] And then beneath.

[00:26:56] It's just this black void.

[00:26:59] And I'm more afraid of that void when I try to pretend like it doesn't exist.

[00:27:11] Whenever I say yes to that void.

[00:27:14] Because I believe.

[00:27:15] I truly believe that we all carry that within us.

[00:27:18] Whenever I say yes.

[00:27:21] Yeah.

[00:27:22] You're there.

[00:27:24] Hello void.

[00:27:26] I feel some sort of comfort.

[00:27:31] I guess.

[00:27:37] So I really love that.

[00:27:43] And one day.

[00:27:45] This job that I had was a very turbulent one.

[00:27:49] Many acting jobs.

[00:27:51] Especially those when you're out of time.

[00:27:53] And you meet people that you get to hang out with.

[00:27:57] Like very intensively and frequently for a short period of time.

[00:28:02] And then you go back to your normal life.

[00:28:05] It's almost like you're entering this separate world.

[00:28:09] And this was during my younger years.

[00:28:12] So I drank a lot.

[00:28:17] Not like more than other people.

[00:28:20] It was like this really.

[00:28:22] It was a very festive atmosphere.

[00:28:25] And I really enjoyed it.

[00:28:26] Let me just say that first.

[00:28:29] But.

[00:28:30] If you've listened to this podcast long enough.

[00:28:33] You know that I've.

[00:28:33] I am sober today.

[00:28:35] Because I discovered that I really have.

[00:28:39] A personality type.

[00:28:41] That doesn't go well.

[00:28:43] Together with.

[00:28:44] Alcohol.

[00:28:46] Or other drugs for that matter.

[00:28:49] So.

[00:28:50] I decided to quit.

[00:28:53] Before it became this huge issue for me.

[00:28:56] And it's always been this.

[00:28:59] On and off relationship with alcohol.

[00:29:02] My whole life.

[00:29:03] Has been like.

[00:29:05] Well I'm not going to touch the stuff.

[00:29:07] Or.

[00:29:07] Oh I'm going.

[00:29:08] I want to be drunk every day.

[00:29:10] Kind of thing.

[00:29:12] And.

[00:29:13] And.

[00:29:14] During my.

[00:29:18] During my.

[00:29:20] Summer.

[00:29:21] Months.

[00:29:22] In this little village.

[00:29:26] Where the play was held.

[00:29:29] I was on a very on.

[00:29:32] Phase.

[00:29:33] Regarding alcohol.

[00:29:34] And.

[00:29:36] That has never been easy for me.

[00:29:39] My conscious and my.

[00:29:44] My hypochondria.

[00:29:45] And my anxiety.

[00:29:47] And stuff.

[00:29:48] Are being very triggered.

[00:29:50] With.

[00:29:52] By.

[00:29:53] Alcohol.

[00:29:54] So I had these.

[00:29:57] Extremely deep.

[00:29:59] States of anxiety.

[00:30:01] During my.

[00:30:02] Party days.

[00:30:05] This was.

[00:30:06] Like.

[00:30:08] 10.

[00:30:09] 12 years ago.

[00:30:10] I guess.

[00:30:11] And.

[00:30:13] I'm going.

[00:30:15] I'm going to return to this.

[00:30:16] Pitch black river.

[00:30:17] In a second.

[00:30:18] Because this.

[00:30:18] This story has to do with that.

[00:30:20] So.

[00:30:21] I was.

[00:30:22] Usually.

[00:30:23] When I did the play.

[00:30:24] I was usually.

[00:30:25] Kind of hung over.

[00:30:26] And I sat there by the river.

[00:30:28] And I just.

[00:30:29] Looked at it.

[00:30:29] And it.

[00:30:30] It was almost.

[00:30:31] Like.

[00:30:31] My.

[00:30:32] State of mind.

[00:30:33] And the river.

[00:30:34] Became the same.

[00:30:35] You know.

[00:30:36] And.

[00:30:37] It was a source of great.

[00:30:39] Comfort for me.

[00:30:40] When the river was pitch black.

[00:30:41] Because I felt.

[00:30:42] That I could.

[00:30:44] That I could relate.

[00:30:45] To whatever was making the.

[00:30:48] The water pitch black.

[00:30:50] You know.

[00:30:51] I don't really recognize myself.

[00:30:53] I don't know why I do.

[00:30:54] What I do.

[00:30:56] I felt lost.

[00:30:58] And homeless.

[00:30:58] And depressed.

[00:30:59] And.

[00:31:00] Also had a lot of longing.

[00:31:02] And excitement.

[00:31:03] And.

[00:31:04] This.

[00:31:05] Urge.

[00:31:06] For kicks.

[00:31:07] And.

[00:31:08] And.

[00:31:10] To be able to be happy about me.

[00:31:13] And stuff.

[00:31:16] So one day.

[00:31:17] I decided that I'm.

[00:31:19] I'm.

[00:31:19] I'm done with this kind of life.

[00:31:22] So over the years.

[00:31:24] I had.

[00:31:25] Got.

[00:31:25] A lot of.

[00:31:27] Flowers.

[00:31:28] You tend to get that.

[00:31:29] When you're on stage.

[00:31:31] When.

[00:31:32] When the play is over.

[00:31:33] You get flowers.

[00:31:34] Bouquets.

[00:31:36] From.

[00:31:36] Either people you know.

[00:31:38] Coming to watch the show.

[00:31:39] Or.

[00:31:40] The production itself.

[00:31:41] As a thank you for.

[00:31:44] Delivering.

[00:31:44] I guess.

[00:31:46] And.

[00:31:47] Every year.

[00:31:48] Since this play was only.

[00:31:50] Held in the summers.

[00:31:51] So the house.

[00:31:52] Where the.

[00:31:53] The main house.

[00:31:54] On stage.

[00:31:55] Where we also had our dressing rooms.

[00:31:57] And stuff.

[00:31:58] It was just locked up.

[00:32:00] For.

[00:32:00] Almost the entire year.

[00:32:04] So I just saved.

[00:32:06] The flowers.

[00:32:08] Whenever I was done.

[00:32:10] For the year.

[00:32:10] I just.

[00:32:11] Hang them up.

[00:32:12] In my dressing room.

[00:32:13] Or.

[00:32:14] Rather.

[00:32:14] It was.

[00:32:15] It was not so much of a room.

[00:32:17] It was more like a booth.

[00:32:19] With a curtain.

[00:32:20] In front of.

[00:32:21] And.

[00:32:22] I hang up.

[00:32:23] I hung up my.

[00:32:25] Flowers there.

[00:32:25] To dry.

[00:32:27] And.

[00:32:27] The next year.

[00:32:28] I just.

[00:32:28] Hung up.

[00:32:29] The next.

[00:32:30] Flowers.

[00:32:31] You know.

[00:32:31] I got.

[00:32:32] So my dressing room was.

[00:32:33] Were filled with.

[00:32:34] Dried.

[00:32:35] Flower bouquets.

[00:32:37] Roses and.

[00:32:39] Other flowers.

[00:32:40] Like.

[00:32:41] Different types of.

[00:32:42] Swedish flowers.

[00:32:45] And.

[00:32:47] During one of my.

[00:32:50] Feeling guilty about my way of life.

[00:32:52] Episodes.

[00:32:53] I just.

[00:32:54] Decided.

[00:32:54] I'm not going to do this anymore.

[00:32:56] I'm.

[00:32:57] I'm.

[00:32:57] I'm going to be a.

[00:32:58] Dign.

[00:32:59] Dign.

[00:33:00] I'm going to.

[00:33:02] I'm going to be.

[00:33:03] Dign.

[00:33:04] Dignified.

[00:33:04] Dignified.

[00:33:05] I'm going to carry myself.

[00:33:07] With dignity.

[00:33:09] I'm through with this.

[00:33:11] Being drunk.

[00:33:12] And.

[00:33:12] Hangover.

[00:33:12] And drunk.

[00:33:13] And hangover.

[00:33:14] Hungover.

[00:33:15] So I just took all the flowers.

[00:33:17] And I went out to the river.

[00:33:19] Behind the.

[00:33:20] House.

[00:33:21] And I just.

[00:33:23] Went down on the.

[00:33:24] On the.

[00:33:26] What do you call it?

[00:33:27] The.

[00:33:29] The pontoon.

[00:33:31] Behind the house.

[00:33:32] It was this.

[00:33:33] Wooden.

[00:33:36] Bridge.

[00:33:37] Like.

[00:33:38] You could take that.

[00:33:39] In order to be.

[00:33:41] Avoid being seen.

[00:33:42] By the audience.

[00:33:42] You could go.

[00:33:43] On this.

[00:33:44] Wooden.

[00:33:45] Plank.

[00:33:46] Passage.

[00:33:47] Behind.

[00:33:48] Down.

[00:33:49] On the river.

[00:33:50] So that you were hidden.

[00:33:51] By the house.

[00:33:51] And.

[00:33:52] The bank.

[00:33:53] Down to the river.

[00:33:55] So I went down there.

[00:33:56] And there I was alone.

[00:33:58] At the end of this.

[00:34:00] Walkway.

[00:34:01] I just.

[00:34:02] Laid out.

[00:34:04] All my flowers.

[00:34:05] And it was almost like.

[00:34:07] The.

[00:34:08] River.

[00:34:08] Were made of this.

[00:34:10] Solid.

[00:34:10] Obsidian material.

[00:34:13] I just.

[00:34:14] Put the flowers.

[00:34:16] On top.

[00:34:16] Of the river.

[00:34:17] That.

[00:34:17] It seemed like.

[00:34:19] This.

[00:34:20] Flat.

[00:34:22] Hard surface.

[00:34:25] And.

[00:34:26] I just.

[00:34:27] Laid them there.

[00:34:29] And I watched them float away.

[00:34:32] On this.

[00:34:33] Pitch black river.

[00:34:35] And then.

[00:34:36] One of my co-stars.

[00:34:38] Showed up.

[00:34:39] And asked me.

[00:34:40] What.

[00:34:40] The hell are you doing?

[00:34:42] Like.

[00:34:43] What are you.

[00:34:44] Crazy.

[00:34:44] Because it's like.

[00:34:45] But I do.

[00:34:46] Stuff like that.

[00:34:47] All the time.

[00:34:49] I.

[00:34:49] I have this.

[00:34:53] Thing.

[00:34:54] With.

[00:34:55] Ceremonies.

[00:34:56] In a way.

[00:34:57] I want to be.

[00:34:59] I want to manifest.

[00:35:00] Big stuff.

[00:35:01] That happens.

[00:35:02] Within me.

[00:35:03] I want to manifest it.

[00:35:04] In.

[00:35:04] On the outside.

[00:35:08] So I did that.

[00:35:10] And.

[00:35:14] So.

[00:35:14] Of course.

[00:35:15] Nanny.

[00:35:16] She's done that.

[00:35:17] A lot.

[00:35:18] And now.

[00:35:20] While I've been talking about.

[00:35:21] My own personal.

[00:35:23] Life.

[00:35:23] And.

[00:35:24] Experience.

[00:35:24] With this.

[00:35:25] My own river.

[00:35:28] It's been.

[00:35:30] 100 years.

[00:35:31] In Nanny's life.

[00:35:33] So she's now.

[00:35:34] Now.

[00:35:36] 176.

[00:35:38] And.

[00:35:40] Her wealth.

[00:35:42] Has now.

[00:35:43] Accumulated even more.

[00:35:44] So she's.

[00:35:45] Well.

[00:35:46] She's quite.

[00:35:47] Rich.

[00:35:49] She.

[00:35:51] Placed her money.

[00:35:52] At a young age.

[00:35:53] She was.

[00:35:55] Smart enough.

[00:35:57] To do that.

[00:35:58] So.

[00:35:59] Since she's been living.

[00:36:01] For.

[00:36:02] 176 years old.

[00:36:03] This money has.

[00:36:05] Grown.

[00:36:07] Over decades.

[00:36:09] And.

[00:36:10] She's now.

[00:36:11] Quite wealthy.

[00:36:12] But.

[00:36:12] She only uses.

[00:36:13] Her money to.

[00:36:16] Keep up.

[00:36:17] Her own way.

[00:36:18] Of comfortable living.

[00:36:20] She's.

[00:36:21] She.

[00:36:22] She fell in love.

[00:36:23] Like.

[00:36:23] 10 years ago.

[00:36:24] And married.

[00:36:26] To.

[00:36:27] Another woman.

[00:36:28] Called.

[00:36:29] Susie.

[00:36:31] And.

[00:36:32] Susie is.

[00:36:33] Well.

[00:36:34] This is where.

[00:36:34] It get messy.

[00:36:35] Gets messy.

[00:36:36] Because.

[00:36:37] Nanny.

[00:36:38] Is.

[00:36:39] 176.

[00:36:39] And.

[00:36:40] Her new partner.

[00:36:42] Susie.

[00:36:43] She's in her.

[00:36:44] 20s.

[00:36:44] And of course.

[00:36:45] This could be.

[00:36:46] Looked upon.

[00:36:47] With different.

[00:36:48] Problematic eyes.

[00:36:49] You know.

[00:36:50] It's.

[00:36:51] But no one.

[00:36:53] Knows anymore.

[00:36:55] Exactly.

[00:36:55] How old.

[00:36:56] Nanny is.

[00:36:57] Because she looks.

[00:36:59] Like she's 20.

[00:37:00] And.

[00:37:00] Not only looks.

[00:37:01] She carries herself.

[00:37:02] Like she's 20.

[00:37:03] She's.

[00:37:04] This.

[00:37:05] Eternally.

[00:37:07] Young.

[00:37:08] Woman.

[00:37:11] But.

[00:37:12] Once you get.

[00:37:13] Close to her.

[00:37:14] Once you get to know her.

[00:37:15] You see that.

[00:37:17] There's.

[00:37:19] Something.

[00:37:21] Something.

[00:37:21] You can't really touch.

[00:37:23] Beneath the eyes.

[00:37:25] Behind her.

[00:37:27] Manners.

[00:37:29] A slowness.

[00:37:31] A heaviness.

[00:37:32] Not in the way she moves.

[00:37:35] It's more of the way that she.

[00:37:37] Views the world.

[00:37:39] She looks at people.

[00:37:41] And that's of course.

[00:37:43] A very.

[00:37:44] Appealing.

[00:37:48] Trait.

[00:37:49] That she.

[00:37:49] Carries.

[00:37:51] People love her.

[00:37:53] People really.

[00:37:55] Turn to her.

[00:37:57] Because she's seen so much.

[00:37:59] She knows.

[00:38:01] So much.

[00:38:02] And.

[00:38:03] Since being a wealthy woman.

[00:38:05] She can also.

[00:38:06] Take care of other people.

[00:38:08] Susie.

[00:38:09] For instance.

[00:38:11] Are being taken care of.

[00:38:13] And they live there together.

[00:38:17] By the river.

[00:38:19] The same river.

[00:38:20] The same hut.

[00:38:21] Although.

[00:38:22] The hut.

[00:38:23] The hut has grown.

[00:38:23] Significantly.

[00:38:24] Over the years.

[00:38:27] It's more of a house now.

[00:38:29] But it still keeps.

[00:38:31] The qualities of a hut.

[00:38:33] Like.

[00:38:34] Thin.

[00:38:35] Walls.

[00:38:36] The climate.

[00:38:38] At.

[00:38:38] This river is.

[00:38:41] Thankfully.

[00:38:42] A very mild.

[00:38:43] One.

[00:38:46] And.

[00:38:48] She's also.

[00:38:51] Started.

[00:38:52] A few.

[00:38:53] Help.

[00:38:54] Groups.

[00:38:55] With people.

[00:38:57] That she.

[00:38:57] Can afford to pay.

[00:38:59] As well.

[00:39:00] Without.

[00:39:01] Ruining.

[00:39:02] Ruining.

[00:39:03] Ruining.

[00:39:03] Ruining.

[00:39:04] Herself.

[00:39:04] She can just.

[00:39:07] Pay for people.

[00:39:09] To.

[00:39:10] Help the neighborhood.

[00:39:12] So.

[00:39:14] Not only.

[00:39:15] Like.

[00:39:16] In the immediate surroundings.

[00:39:18] Around Nanny and Susie.

[00:39:20] You can be helped.

[00:39:22] And supported.

[00:39:23] This is.

[00:39:25] Like this major.

[00:39:27] Support network.

[00:39:29] Stretches.

[00:39:31] For almost.

[00:39:32] The entire county.

[00:39:34] And.

[00:39:36] All over this.

[00:39:39] Vast.

[00:39:40] Neighborhood.

[00:39:42] People.

[00:39:42] Truly.

[00:39:43] Love.

[00:39:44] Nanny.

[00:39:44] And she feels.

[00:39:47] Happy.

[00:39:48] And.

[00:39:51] Sufficient.

[00:39:52] And.

[00:39:53] She.

[00:39:54] Thinks.

[00:39:54] And feels.

[00:39:55] That she's discovered.

[00:39:57] The meaning of.

[00:39:58] Existence.

[00:39:58] And she doesn't really think.

[00:39:59] Too much about.

[00:40:01] The fact that she doesn't tend to.

[00:40:04] Ever.

[00:40:05] Get sick.

[00:40:06] Or.

[00:40:06] Frail.

[00:40:08] Weak.

[00:40:09] And die.

[00:40:10] And over the years.

[00:40:14] Susie.

[00:40:15] Gets older.

[00:40:17] Everyone around her.

[00:40:18] Gets older.

[00:40:21] And.

[00:40:22] She's been in love before.

[00:40:24] Of course.

[00:40:25] But.

[00:40:26] With Susie.

[00:40:27] It's different.

[00:40:28] Because she's at a place.

[00:40:31] Well.

[00:40:32] Nanny is at a place.

[00:40:33] In her own mind.

[00:40:35] Where she.

[00:40:36] Truly feels that.

[00:40:38] She can see the beauty in other people.

[00:40:40] Without losing.

[00:40:43] The sense of.

[00:40:46] Importance of other stuff.

[00:40:48] You know.

[00:40:49] It's not that.

[00:40:51] Wild.

[00:40:52] Crazy.

[00:40:53] Hormonial.

[00:40:54] Love state.

[00:40:55] That.

[00:40:56] She had.

[00:40:57] When she was young.

[00:41:00] It's deeper.

[00:41:01] And.

[00:41:02] To be honest.

[00:41:04] Like.

[00:41:05] So much more valuable.

[00:41:08] State of mind.

[00:41:09] When you truly love.

[00:41:11] You know.

[00:41:14] And.

[00:41:15] She feels young.

[00:41:16] Together with Susie.

[00:41:17] Not because Susie.

[00:41:19] Is young.

[00:41:20] Because in a way.

[00:41:21] They are the same age.

[00:41:22] It's just.

[00:41:24] That nanny has been this.

[00:41:26] Old for.

[00:41:28] Well more than a century now.

[00:41:32] And.

[00:41:36] But she feels young.

[00:41:39] Because.

[00:41:40] Susie makes her.

[00:41:42] See.

[00:41:42] Herself.

[00:41:43] In a way.

[00:41:44] Like the river.

[00:41:45] Outside the house.

[00:41:47] Different.

[00:41:48] Every day.

[00:41:50] And.

[00:41:52] As Susie grows older.

[00:41:55] Getting.

[00:41:56] Frailer.

[00:41:58] Getting more frail.

[00:42:04] Uh.

[00:42:05] Dark spot.

[00:42:08] Within.

[00:42:10] Nanny grows.

[00:42:14] Because.

[00:42:15] She knows.

[00:42:15] What's next.

[00:42:16] She knows.

[00:42:19] What's going to happen.

[00:42:21] To Susie.

[00:42:23] And.

[00:42:25] Although.

[00:42:26] They live together.

[00:42:28] For.

[00:42:28] Decades.

[00:42:29] And decades.

[00:42:30] Days at end.

[00:42:31] One day.

[00:42:32] Susie dies.

[00:42:34] And.

[00:42:37] Then.

[00:42:38] Nanny enters.

[00:42:40] This dark.

[00:42:41] Period.

[00:42:42] Because she still.

[00:42:44] Is a 20 year old woman.

[00:42:48] It's almost like.

[00:42:49] She's in a prison.

[00:42:50] If you can imagine.

[00:42:52] I mean.

[00:42:54] It's easy.

[00:42:55] At a.

[00:42:55] At first glance.

[00:42:57] To just say that.

[00:42:58] Not aging.

[00:42:59] Would be like this.

[00:43:01] Dream state.

[00:43:02] That.

[00:43:03] I mean.

[00:43:04] What could possibly be bad.

[00:43:06] But imagine that.

[00:43:07] Any.

[00:43:08] Other.

[00:43:08] Person.

[00:43:10] Around you.

[00:43:10] That you get.

[00:43:11] Attached to.

[00:43:12] And even people.

[00:43:12] That you don't care about.

[00:43:14] Grows older.

[00:43:15] And.

[00:43:15] The older you get.

[00:43:17] The faster.

[00:43:18] The other people's.

[00:43:19] Aging processes.

[00:43:21] Seem to you.

[00:43:23] It's almost like.

[00:43:24] She's standing.

[00:43:25] At a crossroad.

[00:43:27] Watching the traffic.

[00:43:30] Speed by.

[00:43:31] And.

[00:43:32] Like.

[00:43:33] This accelerated.

[00:43:35] Speed.

[00:43:35] Like in.

[00:43:36] A music video.

[00:43:39] A.

[00:43:40] Time lapse.

[00:43:41] Of life.

[00:43:42] Happening around you.

[00:43:44] While you still.

[00:43:45] You're not.

[00:43:47] Influenced.

[00:43:48] By any of it.

[00:43:48] You're not affected.

[00:43:49] By the traits of time.

[00:43:56] And so goes.

[00:43:58] Two hundred and forty five years.

[00:44:00] And nanny.

[00:44:04] Is now.

[00:44:08] Three hundred.

[00:44:09] And.

[00:44:12] No.

[00:44:12] She's four hundred.

[00:44:15] No.

[00:44:16] Wait.

[00:44:16] I need to count.

[00:44:17] On my fingers.

[00:44:18] I'm not good with math.

[00:44:20] So he was.

[00:44:21] She was.

[00:44:22] One hundred and seventy six.

[00:44:24] And then there's this.

[00:44:25] Two hundred and forty five.

[00:44:31] So.

[00:44:33] Okay.

[00:44:34] One hundred and seventy six.

[00:44:36] Plus.

[00:44:37] Forty five.

[00:44:38] First of all.

[00:44:40] Seventy six.

[00:44:41] Eighty six.

[00:44:42] Ninety six.

[00:44:43] One hundred and six.

[00:44:46] One hundred.

[00:44:48] And sixty.

[00:44:51] Four.

[00:44:52] Four.

[00:44:53] So.

[00:44:54] She's.

[00:44:55] Four hundred and sixty four.

[00:44:57] Years old.

[00:45:02] I could be totally wrong here.

[00:45:04] Okay.

[00:45:05] She's almost.

[00:45:07] Half a millennia.

[00:45:11] And.

[00:45:12] She's been.

[00:45:14] Well I guess you could call her depressed.

[00:45:17] For this time.

[00:45:18] She hasn't.

[00:45:20] She hasn't really.

[00:45:21] Attached herself to anyone.

[00:45:24] New.

[00:45:25] Since Susie died.

[00:45:27] And she hasn't.

[00:45:29] She has lived.

[00:45:31] A very.

[00:45:33] Very.

[00:45:33] Withdrawal life.

[00:45:35] Her.

[00:45:36] Help.

[00:45:36] Organizations.

[00:45:38] Around the county has.

[00:45:40] Widened even more.

[00:45:43] And.

[00:45:44] Are now.

[00:45:46] The most.

[00:45:47] Prominent organization.

[00:45:49] In the world.

[00:45:51] Since it's so old.

[00:45:53] And.

[00:45:54] Her wealth.

[00:45:55] Has accumulated.

[00:45:56] Even more.

[00:45:57] So.

[00:45:58] The money is not an issue.

[00:46:00] And.

[00:46:01] She does a lot of good.

[00:46:03] But.

[00:46:04] She herself.

[00:46:05] Are not happy.

[00:46:07] She lives.

[00:46:09] In the same house.

[00:46:10] And she's.

[00:46:14] Looking at the world.

[00:46:15] Like this time lapse.

[00:46:17] And she doesn't really understand.

[00:46:19] Why.

[00:46:20] Why is she this way?

[00:46:22] Why can't she just be like any.

[00:46:24] Other.

[00:46:25] Person.

[00:46:26] That.

[00:46:27] Gets.

[00:46:28] Put into this world.

[00:46:29] Without knowing why.

[00:46:31] Lives a life.

[00:46:32] Falls in love.

[00:46:33] Does stuff.

[00:46:35] And.

[00:46:36] Avoids stuff.

[00:46:37] And then dies.

[00:46:38] Why is she this.

[00:46:41] Perpetual.

[00:46:42] Being.

[00:46:47] But then.

[00:46:48] One day.

[00:46:49] She's out.

[00:46:51] On.

[00:46:52] One of her daily walks.

[00:46:55] She has.

[00:46:56] Almost no contact.

[00:46:58] With the.

[00:46:59] With the other.

[00:47:01] Administrators.

[00:47:02] Of her own organization.

[00:47:04] It tends to take care of itself.

[00:47:07] Not many people.

[00:47:09] Have visited her.

[00:47:10] Or.

[00:47:11] Met her.

[00:47:12] In.

[00:47:12] Many years.

[00:47:14] She has this sort of.

[00:47:15] Enigmatic.

[00:47:16] Quality.

[00:47:17] Quality about her.

[00:47:18] People talk about her like.

[00:47:20] This very rare sighting.

[00:47:23] But she's out.

[00:47:24] In the woods.

[00:47:25] On his.

[00:47:26] On her.

[00:47:27] On her daily.

[00:47:29] Walk.

[00:47:30] And then.

[00:47:31] She just.

[00:47:33] Decides to take another road.

[00:47:35] One that.

[00:47:37] She has.

[00:47:38] Well.

[00:47:39] She used to walk it.

[00:47:40] When she was younger.

[00:47:41] But.

[00:47:42] She hasn't realized.

[00:47:44] Since.

[00:47:44] She's not.

[00:47:45] Walked there for.

[00:47:46] Maybe a century.

[00:47:48] There's this.

[00:47:49] Whole new.

[00:47:50] Mine shaft there.

[00:47:52] And without knowing it.

[00:47:53] She just falls down.

[00:47:55] In it.

[00:47:55] And she says.

[00:47:56] She can't die.

[00:47:57] She's just.

[00:47:59] There.

[00:48:00] And she can't climb up.

[00:48:02] And.

[00:48:03] She can't.

[00:48:06] Call for help.

[00:48:07] Because it's too.

[00:48:08] Too deep.

[00:48:09] Too deep.

[00:48:10] And she's just.

[00:48:12] Just there.

[00:48:14] She just sits in this.

[00:48:17] Dark.

[00:48:18] Pit.

[00:48:19] For.

[00:48:21] Almost a hundred years.

[00:48:25] So now she's.

[00:48:27] Over 500 years old.

[00:48:29] Still looks like this 20 year old woman.

[00:48:32] In.

[00:48:33] Teared up clothes.

[00:48:34] And dirty.

[00:48:35] And.

[00:48:37] In the darkness there.

[00:48:39] In the mind.

[00:48:41] In the mind.

[00:48:42] And in the mind.

[00:48:44] She sort of.

[00:48:46] Turns it around.

[00:48:48] Because she's as deep.

[00:48:49] As you can get.

[00:48:51] Imagine being.

[00:48:52] Stuck in a hole.

[00:48:53] And you can't.

[00:48:55] End.

[00:48:56] You can't.

[00:48:58] You know.

[00:48:59] There's no end.

[00:49:04] So then she just says yes.

[00:49:06] To the darkness.

[00:49:07] Within her.

[00:49:09] And.

[00:49:10] Discovers that.

[00:49:11] There's light in there.

[00:49:13] And.

[00:49:14] Suddenly.

[00:49:15] Over the years.

[00:49:17] This great sensation of joy.

[00:49:19] Feels her.

[00:49:20] The great sensation of joy.

[00:49:22] To be alive.

[00:49:24] To be.

[00:49:25] A living being.

[00:49:26] In the world.

[00:49:28] And she starts having these amazing experiences.

[00:49:31] With the moving earth around her.

[00:49:33] And she discovers that.

[00:49:37] Slowly.

[00:49:38] Slowly.

[00:49:39] Almost.

[00:49:40] Totally invisible.

[00:49:44] Caves.

[00:49:45] Open up.

[00:49:46] Around her.

[00:49:46] And she can.

[00:49:48] Gradually move.

[00:49:50] As the earth.

[00:49:52] Shifts around her.

[00:49:54] And over the hundreds of years that follows.

[00:49:57] She maneuvers.

[00:49:59] Around.

[00:50:00] Around.

[00:50:03] The shifting earth.

[00:50:05] Going up.

[00:50:06] And down.

[00:50:07] And down.

[00:50:08] And up.

[00:50:09] And then one day.

[00:50:10] The ground opens up.

[00:50:12] Above her.

[00:50:13] And she can step out into the light.

[00:50:16] And she realizes that she has a job to do.

[00:50:19] She needs to make not only.

[00:50:23] Her own county.

[00:50:25] But the entire world.

[00:50:27] A good and prosperous place.

[00:50:29] So by now.

[00:50:33] It's been a thousand years.

[00:50:36] And.

[00:50:39] Her money.

[00:50:41] Left untouched.

[00:50:43] For so long.

[00:50:44] Has.

[00:50:45] Grown into this.

[00:50:46] Fantasism.

[00:50:48] Of assets.

[00:50:51] So that she can take over.

[00:50:53] Like the economy of this entire country.

[00:50:56] And just start to produce this.

[00:50:59] Welfare machine.

[00:51:01] That takes care of everyone.

[00:51:02] One.

[00:51:03] Sort of a universal basic income.

[00:51:10] Of course.

[00:51:11] There's been legends about her.

[00:51:13] And.

[00:51:14] When discovering that.

[00:51:17] Nanny actually is real.

[00:51:20] The world just follows her.

[00:51:22] Like.

[00:51:23] In an instant.

[00:51:24] So this.

[00:51:25] It takes place like in a very uncomplicated way.

[00:51:30] And of course.

[00:51:32] She being loaded.

[00:51:34] Is.

[00:51:35] Of course.

[00:51:36] Very helpful in this case.

[00:51:41] So.

[00:51:42] She gets married.

[00:51:43] Again.

[00:51:44] With another girl.

[00:51:46] Another woman.

[00:51:48] And.

[00:51:49] She finds.

[00:51:52] Companionship.

[00:51:53] To be joyful.

[00:51:55] Again.

[00:51:57] And.

[00:52:01] Compassion.

[00:52:02] Is really one of her.

[00:52:04] Most.

[00:52:05] Enjoyable.

[00:52:07] States of mind.

[00:52:09] The fact that she actually has.

[00:52:13] Means.

[00:52:14] To help.

[00:52:16] And to change the world.

[00:52:18] For real.

[00:52:20] And before you know it.

[00:52:22] In her world.

[00:52:24] I mean.

[00:52:25] 300 years.

[00:52:27] Maybe.

[00:52:28] She has turned the world.

[00:52:30] Into this.

[00:52:34] Utopia.

[00:52:38] And when she's.

[00:52:40] You know.

[00:52:41] She's.

[00:52:41] She's.

[00:52:42] Been.

[00:52:42] In and out of politics.

[00:52:44] And arts.

[00:52:44] And sports.

[00:52:45] And.

[00:52:46] All the stuff.

[00:52:47] That a person with no age.

[00:52:49] You know.

[00:52:50] With no aging.

[00:52:51] Processes.

[00:52:52] Can really indulge.

[00:52:54] She's.

[00:52:54] Read all there is to read.

[00:52:56] She's.

[00:52:57] Learned everything.

[00:52:58] There is to learn.

[00:53:00] She's.

[00:53:01] Created.

[00:53:02] By trial and error.

[00:53:04] Of course.

[00:53:04] And by the help of.

[00:53:07] Geniuses.

[00:53:08] That comes and goes.

[00:53:10] But she's.

[00:53:11] The still.

[00:53:12] She's the.

[00:53:13] The.

[00:53:13] The.

[00:53:14] Common thread.

[00:53:16] Throughout it all.

[00:53:18] She's turned.

[00:53:19] Planet earth.

[00:53:21] And.

[00:53:21] All of us.

[00:53:22] Who live here.

[00:53:24] Into this.

[00:53:27] Paradise.

[00:53:28] And then she decides.

[00:53:30] That.

[00:53:30] Her next step.

[00:53:32] Is to go.

[00:53:33] To the stars.

[00:53:38] Throughout.

[00:53:39] All these.

[00:53:40] Years.

[00:53:41] She's been developing.

[00:53:42] This.

[00:53:43] High technological.

[00:53:44] Space program.

[00:53:46] And.

[00:53:47] She now has.

[00:53:48] The technical ability.

[00:53:49] To travel.

[00:53:50] To the stars.

[00:53:51] But.

[00:53:52] The only thing.

[00:53:53] That stops.

[00:53:54] Her from doing it.

[00:53:55] Is.

[00:53:56] Well.

[00:53:56] It takes time.

[00:53:59] It takes.

[00:54:01] Thousands.

[00:54:02] Of years.

[00:54:03] Even if you go.

[00:54:05] Like.

[00:54:06] Almost.

[00:54:08] At the speed of light.

[00:54:12] Well.

[00:54:13] You can't.

[00:54:14] You can't.

[00:54:15] Travel.

[00:54:15] That fast.

[00:54:19] But.

[00:54:20] Even a fraction of.

[00:54:21] The speed of light.

[00:54:22] Is.

[00:54:23] Unimaginable.

[00:54:25] In terms of speed.

[00:54:28] But still.

[00:54:29] Space is big.

[00:54:31] So.

[00:54:32] Just in order to reach.

[00:54:33] Our closest star.

[00:54:35] Will take thousands.

[00:54:37] And thousands.

[00:54:37] Of years.

[00:54:39] And.

[00:54:45] She's the only one.

[00:54:46] Who can do that.

[00:54:48] And she realizes.

[00:54:49] That this might be.

[00:54:50] A one-way trip.

[00:54:54] So.

[00:54:54] So she.

[00:54:56] Gases.

[00:54:57] And scans.

[00:54:59] The night sky.

[00:55:01] And picks out.

[00:55:03] This star.

[00:55:04] That are.

[00:55:05] 500 light years.

[00:55:07] Away from earth.

[00:55:09] Because around that star.

[00:55:11] There are.

[00:55:15] Signs.

[00:55:17] Of oxygen.

[00:55:19] And.

[00:55:20] Well it's.

[00:55:22] There.

[00:55:23] Are.

[00:55:24] Around that star.

[00:55:25] A planet.

[00:55:26] That's in the.

[00:55:27] So-called.

[00:55:27] Goldilocks zone.

[00:55:29] Around.

[00:55:29] The star.

[00:55:30] Not too cold.

[00:55:32] Not too warm.

[00:55:35] Just right.

[00:55:37] Earth is.

[00:55:38] In a goldilocks zone.

[00:55:40] Around.

[00:55:41] The sun.

[00:55:42] Our sun.

[00:55:45] And.

[00:55:47] She stuffs.

[00:55:48] Her spaceship.

[00:55:49] With.

[00:55:50] DNA samples.

[00:55:51] From.

[00:55:54] A huge variety.

[00:55:55] Of people.

[00:55:55] People.

[00:55:57] And.

[00:55:57] Since.

[00:55:58] Earth now.

[00:55:59] Has a self-sustainable.

[00:56:01] System.

[00:56:02] They can manage.

[00:56:04] From here.

[00:56:05] They don't need her anymore.

[00:56:06] She bids them.

[00:56:08] Farewell.

[00:56:08] And she steps into the spaceship.

[00:56:11] And the spaceship.

[00:56:12] Is built.

[00:56:13] As a replica.

[00:56:14] Of her own hut.

[00:56:17] By the river.

[00:56:17] River.

[00:56:18] And she changes.

[00:56:20] The pitch black river.

[00:56:21] Sometimes pitch black river.

[00:56:23] To the.

[00:56:24] Darkness of space.

[00:56:26] Instead.

[00:56:27] And then she leaves.

[00:56:30] And then we.

[00:56:32] Take a huge break from her.

[00:56:35] For 20,000 years.

[00:56:37] She just.

[00:56:39] Travels.

[00:56:40] And then one day.

[00:56:46] She enters.

[00:56:47] The orbit.

[00:56:48] Of this foreign star.

[00:56:52] And she zooms in.

[00:56:54] On this particular planet.

[00:56:55] In the golden lock zone.

[00:56:57] And she realizes that.

[00:57:01] She can create this.

[00:57:03] New society there.

[00:57:05] With the help of the DNA samples.

[00:57:08] From.

[00:57:09] The people around her.

[00:57:11] That she brought with her.

[00:57:13] Being.

[00:57:14] Freezed down.

[00:57:16] And she lands.

[00:57:18] On this planet.

[00:57:19] And it's.

[00:57:21] Well it's.

[00:57:22] It contains wildlife.

[00:57:25] And the wildlife is not.

[00:57:27] The same.

[00:57:27] As on earth.

[00:57:29] Of course.

[00:57:30] The life are different.

[00:57:34] But still.

[00:57:35] It's life.

[00:57:36] And.

[00:57:37] The atmosphere.

[00:57:38] Is breathable.

[00:57:41] She needs to.

[00:57:43] Add a few.

[00:57:45] Extra genes.

[00:57:46] To.

[00:57:46] The genomes.

[00:57:47] That she brought with her.

[00:57:51] And she almost.

[00:57:53] Immediately starts.

[00:57:54] To grow.

[00:57:55] Children.

[00:57:57] In her lab.

[00:57:59] In artificial wombs.

[00:58:02] Playing classical music.

[00:58:04] For them every day.

[00:58:05] Talking to them.

[00:58:07] Stroking them.

[00:58:08] While passing.

[00:58:12] And.

[00:58:13] After.

[00:58:14] About six years.

[00:58:15] The first child is born.

[00:58:18] The first human being.

[00:58:19] Being born.

[00:58:20] Outside.

[00:58:21] Of earth.

[00:58:25] And she gives her the name.

[00:58:27] Susie.

[00:58:31] And then.

[00:58:31] At the same time.

[00:58:33] As Susie is being born.

[00:58:34] And all the other children.

[00:58:36] With a great.

[00:58:37] Genetic variety.

[00:58:39] May I add.

[00:58:40] Because.

[00:58:41] This is supposed to be.

[00:58:42] You know.

[00:58:44] The end.

[00:58:44] The beginning of a new.

[00:58:47] Species.

[00:58:48] You know.

[00:58:48] Human species.

[00:58:49] On a different planet.

[00:58:50] They can't all be siblings.

[00:58:51] And such.

[00:58:52] So.

[00:58:57] At the same time.

[00:58:59] As the children.

[00:59:00] Are being born.

[00:59:01] One after the other.

[00:59:03] Nanny.

[00:59:04] Starts to feel.

[00:59:05] Her own age.

[00:59:07] Starting to tick off.

[00:59:11] She realizes.

[00:59:13] That.

[00:59:13] Her job is done.

[00:59:16] And.

[00:59:17] She's.

[00:59:17] By now.

[00:59:18] She's.

[00:59:20] Like.

[00:59:20] Way over.

[00:59:22] 20,000 years.

[00:59:24] Of age.

[00:59:25] And she's seen.

[00:59:26] Almost everything.

[00:59:27] Yet.

[00:59:28] She hasn't seen.

[00:59:32] She hasn't seen.

[00:59:33] All there is to see.

[00:59:35] Although.

[00:59:35] She's.

[00:59:36] As old as.

[00:59:38] You know.

[00:59:40] Time.

[00:59:41] But.

[00:59:41] No.

[00:59:42] She's not.

[00:59:42] You know.

[00:59:43] I'm.

[00:59:44] You know.

[00:59:45] She's.

[00:59:46] Just.

[00:59:46] A fragment.

[00:59:50] And.

[00:59:50] She feels.

[00:59:51] A sense of.

[00:59:52] Sadness.

[00:59:54] Since.

[00:59:54] She won't be around.

[00:59:56] She realizes.

[00:59:57] To see the.

[00:59:58] The children.

[00:59:59] That she gave birth to.

[01:00:01] In a way.

[01:00:04] But.

[01:00:05] She's also.

[01:00:05] Relieved.

[01:00:08] And so.

[01:00:09] One day.

[01:00:09] She ends.

[01:00:10] She ends her life.

[01:00:11] No.

[01:00:11] She's not.

[01:00:12] She's not.

[01:00:13] Ending it.

[01:00:13] It ends.

[01:00:14] It comes to an end.

[01:00:16] At a beautiful day.

[01:00:18] By another river.

[01:00:19] On this new planet.

[01:00:23] And Susie is.

[01:00:24] With her.

[01:00:26] The first.

[01:00:27] New.

[01:00:28] Person.

[01:00:29] Being born.

[01:00:29] On another planet.

[01:00:30] Outside.

[01:00:31] Of earth.

[01:00:34] Susie is holding her hand.

[01:00:36] And it's almost like.

[01:00:37] Time itself.

[01:00:39] Whispers.

[01:00:40] To nanny.

[01:00:42] Now.

[01:00:43] You.

[01:00:43] You can rest.

[01:00:47] It's done.

[01:00:49] Sleep tight.