I'm not the optimal sun boy

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[00:00:27] Jetzt ist Herbst und bald stehen schon wieder die Feiertage vor der Tür.

[00:00:31] Das kann auch für Hunde ganz schön stressig sein.

[00:00:34] Viele Vierbeine reagieren unter anderem mit einer gestörten Verdauung.

[00:00:37] Und das ist wiederum Stress für ihre Besitzer.

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[00:01:10] Hi and welcome to Fall Asleep with Henrik.

[00:01:18] I'm Henrik and you're sleepy and it is what it is.

[00:01:23] What happens happens.

[00:01:26] And right now there's nothing we can do.

[00:01:32] Let's go.

[00:01:37] Hi.

[00:01:39] So right now there's a few of you people here that are new to this concept.

[00:01:46] So I need to explain myself.

[00:01:50] I need to tell you about what makes this podcast what it is.

[00:01:55] So this is not an ordinary sleep-inducing podcast,

[00:02:00] although this is what I aim to be, a sleep-inducing podcast.

[00:02:06] First of all, if you haven't listened before, I am from Sweden.

[00:02:10] I use a way of...

[00:02:14] I use my words in ways that you might not be used to.

[00:02:19] Some of the sleepies that engage with this podcast think this is a good thing.

[00:02:27] Others think it's some sort of a learning threshold before you get into it.

[00:02:34] So my name is Henrik Stål and I've been doing this since 2018 in Swedish.

[00:02:42] And since this year, I've also started doing it in English.

[00:02:50] So the key here is that I'm not going to pretend to be an expert.

[00:02:59] I'm not going to talk to you in a certain sleep-inducing way.

[00:03:05] I'm just going to talk.

[00:03:07] I'm just going to say stuff that comes up.

[00:03:10] And whatever comes up, comes up.

[00:03:12] And whatever comes out, comes out of this.

[00:03:17] So the best way I can describe myself is maybe think of me as a friend that stays over and just talks.

[00:03:29] Think of me as a friend that you like preferably.

[00:03:35] And see if you can just put me on and listen to what you listen to and just drift away if you want to.

[00:03:46] Because I assure you that I'm not going to say anything important.

[00:03:51] Or if I do, that will be a total coincidence.

[00:03:54] I'm not planning on saying anything profound or anything mind-altering.

[00:04:06] So the key is that I'm trying to stay as uninteresting as possible without being uninteresting.

[00:04:17] It's a thin line to balance between uninteresting and interesting.

[00:04:26] And over the course of this episode, I will get more and more fragmentalized and uncoherent sometimes.

[00:04:43] For instance, I could just change the subject altogether right now and start talking about the mountains outside of a small window.

[00:04:54] And then I can go back to what I was talking about.

[00:04:57] And then I can go back to this little window and just stare out.

[00:05:02] And in front of the window, there's a tunnel.

[00:05:05] And the tunnel is...

[00:05:06] Well, supposedly stuff comes out of the tunnel.

[00:05:09] I don't know.

[00:05:10] Maybe your job is to watch over it.

[00:05:14] Maybe your job is to watch over what comes out of the tunnel.

[00:05:17] Maybe I could change subjects again and say that, well, aren't we all in charge of watching what comes out of our inner turmoil tunnels?

[00:05:35] I think everyone, every man, woman and child on earth are in charge of what comes out.

[00:05:48] And I'm not talking about physical stuff.

[00:05:51] I'm talking about what comes out of us internally.

[00:06:00] Like, if you're a part of the world, you give stuff, whether you like it or not.

[00:06:08] And you are in charge of watching what that is.

[00:06:12] And I think one of the keys to living a fulfilling life is taking responsibility for whatever comes out.

[00:06:24] So that was the sense moral of this episode.

[00:06:27] Goodbye.

[00:06:29] Sorry.

[00:06:32] So I was about to explain what this is.

[00:06:34] And now I think I gave you a pretty good explanation by just illustrating what it is.

[00:06:44] In short, it's a sleep podcast and I'm just talking without preparing anything.

[00:06:50] And I do it in a very fragmentalized way.

[00:06:53] I don't know really English that well.

[00:06:58] Or some people say I do, but I compare it to someone born speaking an English variant.

[00:07:10] I talk like a toddler and that's fine.

[00:07:14] Because I'm not here to teach you anything.

[00:07:18] I'm not here to inform you.

[00:07:21] Every fact that you will hear will be, well, by accident, true sometimes.

[00:07:30] But more often it'll be just a fragment of my imagination.

[00:07:37] So for instance, this window overlooking the tunnel.

[00:07:41] That's just my imagination.

[00:07:44] Nothing else.

[00:07:44] I personally, whenever I...

[00:07:51] God.

[00:07:52] Today, English is not my A subject.

[00:07:59] Okay.

[00:08:00] I'm going to start over.

[00:08:03] Whenever I'm about to go to sleep,

[00:08:06] I often get hung up in images.

[00:08:13] They seem like random images.

[00:08:15] For instance, this one with the small window overlooking the tunnel.

[00:08:25] Now this automatically became some sort of metaphor for some sort of inner tunnel and an inner watch place.

[00:08:36] But this is my intellect talking.

[00:08:41] This could be, I mean, overlooking a tunnel.

[00:08:47] That's something that you do in real life.

[00:08:51] Also, I tend to go back to, in my imagination, in my fantasies about safety,

[00:09:03] I tend to return to places of overlook or hideouts and stuff.

[00:09:11] Like, I have this wet dream about owning a vast control room on the top of a mountain

[00:09:21] with a magnificent view miles around

[00:09:27] and being warm and safe in there.

[00:09:30] And the conditions outside can be harsh and unhospitable.

[00:09:38] But I will still be totally safe and warm.

[00:09:41] And I can walk around in my robe and just sipping on my coffee.

[00:09:46] And the stuff I'm here to overlook, it's not really anything.

[00:09:52] I'm not in any danger or anything.

[00:09:54] It's just, if something approaches me, I can see that for miles away.

[00:10:02] And I would be safe and warm.

[00:10:04] And it's something with a contrast.

[00:10:07] For instance, if this overlook, this tower is placed in an arctic environment,

[00:10:13] so that it's blizzards and winds outside,

[00:10:22] then I will be, like, even more safe.

[00:10:26] Because the contrast is so vast.

[00:10:29] I get small kicks out of this whenever I wake up in the morning and by accident,

[00:10:40] we've turned the thermostat to exactly the right temperature the night before.

[00:10:45] You never know this time of year in Sweden.

[00:10:49] You never know whether or not it's going to be ice cold or, like, moderately cold tomorrow.

[00:10:56] And how the night's going to be temperature-wise.

[00:11:01] So, if we turn up the thermostat in the evening,

[00:11:06] then maybe the night will be mild.

[00:11:09] And then I will wake up to this hot inferno,

[00:11:14] if I'm exaggerating.

[00:11:16] And I can, because this is my podcast and I can do whatever I want, really.

[00:11:23] But if I set the temperature just right,

[00:11:28] and especially when the night's been ice cold,

[00:11:32] and I wake up and I look outside and there's snow and ice and blizzards

[00:11:36] and polar bears and everything else walking around,

[00:11:38] as they usually do here in Sweden,

[00:11:41] then I can just get these sparks of pure childish joy

[00:11:51] that I'm safe and warm and comfortable

[00:11:55] within this chaotic awfulness that is winter.

[00:12:04] I'm sorry, I really think that.

[00:12:08] It's romantic to watch winter from a distance,

[00:12:13] but whenever you need to be a part of it,

[00:12:15] like with your physical body,

[00:12:18] your skin,

[00:12:23] your physiology,

[00:12:24] then winter really...

[00:12:27] I don't particularly care for winter,

[00:12:30] let's just put it that way.

[00:12:35] But I do when I get to stand in my control tower.

[00:12:41] And since I'm someone who really loves technology,

[00:12:47] I'm not very good at it.

[00:12:49] I can't code,

[00:12:50] I can't build stuff,

[00:12:52] but I enjoy good working technology.

[00:12:55] And I work...

[00:12:56] Especially I work with...

[00:13:00] I work very well with...

[00:13:07] Well,

[00:13:08] I forgot what I was going to say,

[00:13:12] because at the same time as I was talking,

[00:13:15] my so-called smart television

[00:13:18] just freaked out

[00:13:21] and started showing me

[00:13:23] what I was saying

[00:13:24] in different images.

[00:13:28] So...

[00:13:29] I was watching this

[00:13:32] vivid winter landscape

[00:13:35] on the TV in front of me

[00:13:36] as I was talking.

[00:13:39] But then...

[00:13:40] They...

[00:13:42] The...

[00:13:43] I'm...

[00:13:43] Okay, I'm just going to turn the TV off.

[00:13:47] So...

[00:13:50] Okay, so this is what happens

[00:13:52] in this podcast frequently.

[00:13:56] I thought that today

[00:13:58] I was going to put on

[00:14:00] some images in the background

[00:14:03] so that I wouldn't

[00:14:04] get stuck

[00:14:06] so that if my creativity

[00:14:07] would just freeze,

[00:14:09] I would

[00:14:09] be able to see stuff.

[00:14:12] Like, for instance,

[00:14:13] this

[00:14:15] winter landscape

[00:14:16] that my control tower is in.

[00:14:18] It was actually in this

[00:14:20] winter, June

[00:14:22] kind of environment.

[00:14:25] YouTube is full of

[00:14:27] wonderful things.

[00:14:28] If you just want something

[00:14:30] that's very, very still

[00:14:32] just

[00:14:33] ever so slightly

[00:14:35] moving across the screen

[00:14:37] you can find stuff

[00:14:38] that is 24 hours in length

[00:14:40] and you can just

[00:14:40] have it on in the background

[00:14:42] like a painting.

[00:14:43] And I do that

[00:14:44] like all the time.

[00:14:45] like it's

[00:14:46] slightly moving

[00:14:47] sometimes with music

[00:14:49] but you can

[00:14:50] you don't have to have the music

[00:14:51] you can turn down the volume.

[00:14:55] So in this case

[00:14:57] there was this winter landscape

[00:14:59] with

[00:14:59] almost like sand dunes

[00:15:02] but with snow

[00:15:04] and

[00:15:05] there was no

[00:15:06] no one around

[00:15:07] and I imagined

[00:15:08] my

[00:15:10] perfectly safe

[00:15:11] and warm

[00:15:12] and comfortable

[00:15:13] control tower

[00:15:14] up there

[00:15:15] among the snowy dunes

[00:15:16] watching

[00:15:17] the giants

[00:15:19] sleep

[00:15:20] beneath me.

[00:15:24] Oh, that's an image

[00:15:25] as well.

[00:15:26] I really enjoy that.

[00:15:28] When I was a kid

[00:15:30] I really enjoyed

[00:15:32] the idea that

[00:15:35] beneath my feet

[00:15:36] beneath my feet

[00:15:38] there were giants

[00:15:40] sleeping

[00:15:41] and

[00:15:42] we actually

[00:15:43] walked around

[00:15:45] on their backs

[00:15:46] and heads

[00:15:47] and

[00:15:49] crooked

[00:15:50] noses

[00:15:51] not crooked

[00:15:52] crooky

[00:15:52] crooky

[00:15:53] what do you say

[00:15:54] when

[00:15:55] a nose is bent

[00:15:56] and

[00:15:58] disturbed

[00:16:00] I would say

[00:16:03] that my nose

[00:16:04] is disturbed

[00:16:04] because someone

[00:16:06] has disturbed it

[00:16:07] I think it's called

[00:16:10] common cold

[00:16:11] so

[00:16:14] whenever you need

[00:16:15] to have one day

[00:16:17] off work

[00:16:17] because of

[00:16:19] a common cold

[00:16:20] I don't ever want you

[00:16:21] to say that I'm

[00:16:22] coming down with something

[00:16:24] or

[00:16:24] I have a

[00:16:25] cold

[00:16:26] you should tell

[00:16:28] your boss

[00:16:28] that your nose

[00:16:29] is disturbed

[00:16:31] then

[00:16:31] the boss

[00:16:33] will understand

[00:16:33] because

[00:16:34] every boss

[00:16:35] has

[00:16:36] experienced

[00:16:37] disturbance

[00:16:38] of nose

[00:16:40] so

[00:16:41] that's just

[00:16:43] pure facts

[00:16:44] I mean

[00:16:45] we don't even

[00:16:45] have to

[00:16:46] debate it

[00:16:46] I mean

[00:16:47] I don't know

[00:16:47] why we're

[00:16:48] arguing about

[00:16:48] this

[00:16:48] sleepy

[00:16:49] I don't

[00:16:49] I don't

[00:16:50] know

[00:16:50] why

[00:16:51] you keep

[00:16:51] pushing

[00:16:52] this matter

[00:16:52] I mean

[00:16:53] it's

[00:16:54] this is

[00:16:55] this is

[00:16:59] I mean

[00:16:59] it's

[00:16:59] it's

[00:17:00] really

[00:17:02] something else

[00:17:03] that you keep

[00:17:03] pushing this

[00:17:04] over and over

[00:17:05] and over again

[00:17:06] I mean

[00:17:06] I've told you

[00:17:07] once

[00:17:07] and I've

[00:17:08] told you

[00:17:08] twice

[00:17:09] that

[00:17:10] every

[00:17:11] boss

[00:17:11] knows

[00:17:13] disturbance

[00:17:14] of noses

[00:17:15] that's one

[00:17:16] one thing

[00:17:16] that you

[00:17:17] learn

[00:17:17] like

[00:17:17] initially

[00:17:18] the first

[00:17:19] thing you

[00:17:19] do

[00:17:19] when you

[00:17:20] become

[00:17:20] a boss

[00:17:21] then

[00:17:22] someone

[00:17:22] would

[00:17:22] call you

[00:17:23] and tell

[00:17:23] you

[00:17:23] that

[00:17:24] their

[00:17:24] nose

[00:17:24] has

[00:17:24] been

[00:17:25] disturbed

[00:17:26] so

[00:17:27] you know

[00:17:27] I mean

[00:17:29] there's so

[00:17:29] many

[00:17:30] things

[00:17:30] that

[00:17:31] you

[00:17:31] could

[00:17:32] try to

[00:17:33] argue

[00:17:33] about

[00:17:34] with me

[00:17:34] sleepy

[00:17:39] I'm

[00:17:40] sorry

[00:17:40] I guess

[00:17:43] someone I

[00:17:44] care about

[00:17:45] a lot

[00:17:45] told me

[00:17:46] once

[00:17:47] that it's

[00:17:47] funny

[00:17:48] that

[00:17:50] I

[00:17:51] come up

[00:17:52] with these

[00:17:53] made up

[00:17:54] conflicts

[00:17:55] with the

[00:17:55] listener

[00:17:56] without

[00:17:56] them having

[00:17:57] said or

[00:17:58] done

[00:17:58] anything

[00:17:58] and that

[00:18:00] is funny

[00:18:01] and

[00:18:02] that really

[00:18:03] struck me

[00:18:04] and I

[00:18:05] think that's

[00:18:05] funny too

[00:18:06] because it's

[00:18:06] such a

[00:18:07] you know

[00:18:08] you never

[00:18:08] do that

[00:18:08] with

[00:18:09] listeners

[00:18:10] you know

[00:18:10] your audience

[00:18:11] is

[00:18:11] I mean

[00:18:12] you're

[00:18:12] supposed to

[00:18:13] be sacred

[00:18:13] and I

[00:18:14] mean

[00:18:15] you are

[00:18:15] you are

[00:18:16] don't get

[00:18:16] me wrong

[00:18:18] without

[00:18:18] all of

[00:18:19] you people

[00:18:19] listening

[00:18:20] using

[00:18:21] this

[00:18:21] podcast

[00:18:22] to drift

[00:18:22] away

[00:18:22] and fall

[00:18:23] asleep

[00:18:23] I

[00:18:23] wouldn't

[00:18:24] be able

[00:18:25] to do

[00:18:25] this

[00:18:25] and

[00:18:26] so

[00:18:27] of course

[00:18:28] my audience

[00:18:29] my listeners

[00:18:30] my sleepies

[00:18:31] are

[00:18:31] sacred

[00:18:34] but it's

[00:18:35] a funny

[00:18:35] thing to

[00:18:36] just

[00:18:38] indulge

[00:18:39] myself

[00:18:39] into this

[00:18:40] fake

[00:18:42] beef

[00:18:42] that I'm

[00:18:44] having

[00:18:46] I'm still

[00:18:47] trying to

[00:18:48] find my

[00:18:48] form

[00:18:49] in this

[00:18:50] English

[00:18:51] version

[00:18:51] I'm

[00:18:53] not

[00:18:53] sure

[00:18:54] I mean

[00:18:55] I slowly

[00:18:58] find

[00:18:59] like

[00:19:00] recurring

[00:19:01] sentences

[00:19:01] and phrases

[00:19:02] that

[00:19:03] I like

[00:19:04] and that

[00:19:04] I feel

[00:19:05] safe

[00:19:05] using

[00:19:07] but

[00:19:08] with that

[00:19:09] said

[00:19:10] I think

[00:19:10] that I'm

[00:19:11] miles away

[00:19:12] from

[00:19:13] building

[00:19:14] what I

[00:19:15] have

[00:19:15] already

[00:19:15] done

[00:19:16] in

[00:19:16] Swedish

[00:19:17] this

[00:19:20] very

[00:19:22] comfy

[00:19:23] club

[00:19:23] for me

[00:19:24] and for

[00:19:25] the

[00:19:25] sleepies

[00:19:27] in

[00:19:28] Swedish

[00:19:28] it's

[00:19:29] called

[00:19:29] somna

[00:19:31] and I

[00:19:31] call my

[00:19:32] listeners

[00:19:32] in the

[00:19:33] Swedish

[00:19:33] podcast

[00:19:35] somnor

[00:19:38] that's the

[00:19:39] word

[00:19:39] sleepy

[00:19:40] in your

[00:19:40] case

[00:19:42] so I'm

[00:19:43] you know

[00:19:44] I'm trying

[00:19:44] and I

[00:19:45] think

[00:19:45] something

[00:19:46] that really

[00:19:47] makes this

[00:19:47] stick out

[00:19:48] and makes

[00:19:48] it

[00:19:49] very exciting

[00:19:50] for me

[00:19:50] and I

[00:19:51] really think

[00:19:52] that it

[00:19:52] should be

[00:19:53] for you

[00:19:53] as well

[00:19:54] if I can

[00:19:54] just put

[00:19:55] stuff

[00:19:55] in your

[00:19:57] experience

[00:19:57] just by

[00:19:58] pure will

[00:20:01] that is

[00:20:01] it's like

[00:20:03] in the

[00:20:03] beginning

[00:20:03] when you

[00:20:04] start a

[00:20:05] new school

[00:20:05] or a

[00:20:06] new job

[00:20:06] nothing

[00:20:07] is

[00:20:09] nothing

[00:20:09] is frozen

[00:20:10] nothing

[00:20:11] is decided

[00:20:11] everything

[00:20:13] is floating

[00:20:13] around

[00:20:14] and you

[00:20:15] use whatever

[00:20:15] you find

[00:20:16] and some

[00:20:17] stuff works

[00:20:18] and other

[00:20:19] stuff just

[00:20:20] never

[00:20:21] really

[00:20:22] stays

[00:20:24] and

[00:20:26] I

[00:20:26] really

[00:20:27] love

[00:20:27] that

[00:20:27] moment

[00:20:28] I

[00:20:30] really

[00:20:30] love

[00:20:31] that

[00:20:32] undecisiveness

[00:20:33] of it

[00:20:34] all

[00:20:34] that

[00:20:35] you can

[00:20:36] you can

[00:20:37] have all

[00:20:38] the

[00:20:39] pre-decided

[00:20:40] things

[00:20:41] that

[00:20:41] might

[00:20:42] you

[00:20:42] could

[00:20:43] have

[00:20:43] you can

[00:20:45] make up

[00:20:45] your mind

[00:20:46] as much

[00:20:47] as you

[00:20:47] want

[00:20:48] but still

[00:20:48] whatever

[00:20:49] works

[00:20:49] works

[00:20:50] you know

[00:20:52] in the

[00:20:53] beginning

[00:20:53] I had

[00:20:54] these

[00:20:54] different

[00:20:55] ideas

[00:20:56] about

[00:20:56] what I

[00:20:57] wanted

[00:20:57] to

[00:20:57] call

[00:20:57] my

[00:20:58] sleep

[00:20:58] podcast

[00:20:59] and

[00:21:00] it

[00:21:00] wasn't

[00:21:01] fall asleep

[00:21:01] with

[00:21:01] Henrik

[00:21:02] because

[00:21:02] that's

[00:21:03] like

[00:21:04] it's a

[00:21:04] long

[00:21:05] and

[00:21:06] broken

[00:21:06] title

[00:21:07] in a

[00:21:07] way

[00:21:09] it's

[00:21:09] not a

[00:21:11] very

[00:21:11] streamlined

[00:21:12] trademark

[00:21:14] you know

[00:21:15] it's more

[00:21:16] of a

[00:21:18] fall asleep

[00:21:19] with Henrik

[00:21:20] it sounds

[00:21:20] like

[00:21:23] and

[00:21:24] but then

[00:21:25] again

[00:21:25] it is

[00:21:26] I'm a

[00:21:27] I'm a

[00:21:28] Swedish

[00:21:28] actor

[00:21:30] sitting in

[00:21:30] a chair

[00:21:31] in Stockholm

[00:21:32] Sweden

[00:21:33] talking

[00:21:34] without

[00:21:35] even knowing

[00:21:36] what I'm

[00:21:36] doing

[00:21:37] really

[00:21:37] so

[00:21:43] where are

[00:21:44] you

[00:21:44] at the

[00:21:45] moment

[00:21:47] I

[00:21:47] really

[00:21:48] enjoy

[00:21:48] when you

[00:21:48] write

[00:21:49] to me

[00:21:50] you can

[00:21:50] write

[00:21:51] to me

[00:21:51] at

[00:21:51] like

[00:21:51] almost

[00:21:52] any

[00:21:54] venue

[00:21:56] email

[00:21:59] or

[00:22:01] you can

[00:22:01] find

[00:22:02] all sort

[00:22:02] of

[00:22:02] details

[00:22:03] in my

[00:22:04] in the

[00:22:05] podcast

[00:22:05] description

[00:22:07] write to

[00:22:08] me and

[00:22:08] tell me

[00:22:08] how you

[00:22:09] use the

[00:22:09] podcast

[00:22:10] I so

[00:22:10] enjoy

[00:22:11] when you

[00:22:11] do

[00:22:11] and if

[00:22:13] you write

[00:22:13] reviews

[00:22:14] on the

[00:22:14] platform

[00:22:15] where you

[00:22:15] listen to

[00:22:16] this podcast

[00:22:17] and other

[00:22:17] podcasts

[00:22:18] I

[00:22:20] I'm so

[00:22:20] happy

[00:22:21] and I'm

[00:22:22] again

[00:22:23] I have

[00:22:24] I've

[00:22:24] told you

[00:22:25] this

[00:22:25] before

[00:22:26] if

[00:22:27] you're

[00:22:27] an

[00:22:27] old

[00:22:28] sleepy

[00:22:29] old

[00:22:30] sleepy

[00:22:30] sleepy

[00:22:32] then

[00:22:32] you know

[00:22:33] that

[00:22:33] my aim

[00:22:34] for this

[00:22:34] podcast

[00:22:35] is to

[00:22:36] reach

[00:22:36] one

[00:22:36] million

[00:22:37] people

[00:22:39] and

[00:22:40] so far

[00:22:41] so good

[00:22:42] I mean

[00:22:43] I'm

[00:22:44] growing

[00:22:44] but

[00:22:47] I'm not

[00:22:47] even

[00:22:47] close

[00:22:48] to a

[00:22:48] million

[00:22:48] but

[00:22:49] that's

[00:22:50] okay

[00:22:50] I mean

[00:22:50] I

[00:22:51] I really

[00:22:51] enjoy

[00:22:52] our time

[00:22:52] together

[00:22:53] here

[00:22:54] in the

[00:22:55] beginning

[00:22:55] everything

[00:22:55] is so

[00:22:56] innocent

[00:22:57] and

[00:22:57] new

[00:22:58] and

[00:22:59] exciting

[00:23:01] and then

[00:23:02] all of a

[00:23:03] sudden

[00:23:03] it's

[00:23:03] like

[00:23:04] this

[00:23:04] serious

[00:23:05] thing

[00:23:05] with

[00:23:07] different

[00:23:08] implications

[00:23:09] and

[00:23:09] responsibilities

[00:23:10] and

[00:23:11] do's

[00:23:12] and don'ts

[00:23:12] and stuff

[00:23:13] and

[00:23:14] I

[00:23:15] really

[00:23:15] enjoy

[00:23:16] this

[00:23:17] because

[00:23:17] if I

[00:23:18] wanted

[00:23:18] to

[00:23:18] I

[00:23:18] could

[00:23:19] just

[00:23:19] start

[00:23:20] speaking

[00:23:20] French

[00:23:22] I

[00:23:22] can't

[00:23:23] really

[00:23:23] I

[00:23:24] can't

[00:23:25] really

[00:23:25] speak

[00:23:25] French

[00:23:25] but

[00:23:26] if

[00:23:26] I

[00:23:26] could

[00:23:26] then

[00:23:27] I

[00:23:27] could

[00:23:27] just

[00:23:28] do

[00:23:28] that

[00:23:28] and

[00:23:28] I

[00:23:29] mean

[00:23:29] I

[00:23:29] would

[00:23:30] get

[00:23:30] like

[00:23:30] maybe

[00:23:31] 20

[00:23:32] emails

[00:23:32] from

[00:23:33] people

[00:23:33] saying

[00:23:34] what

[00:23:34] are you

[00:23:34] doing

[00:23:35] it's

[00:23:35] not

[00:23:35] okay

[00:23:36] stop

[00:23:36] I

[00:23:36] don't

[00:23:37] understand

[00:23:37] what

[00:23:38] you

[00:23:38] say

[00:23:38] but

[00:23:40] then

[00:23:42] again

[00:23:43] that

[00:23:44] wouldn't

[00:23:44] alter

[00:23:45] my

[00:23:45] world

[00:23:46] but

[00:23:48] if

[00:23:48] I

[00:23:48] were

[00:23:48] to

[00:23:48] do

[00:23:49] that

[00:23:49] with

[00:23:49] my

[00:23:49] Swedish

[00:23:50] podcast

[00:23:50] with

[00:23:50] like

[00:23:51] 300,000

[00:23:52] people

[00:23:53] listening

[00:23:53] each

[00:23:54] week

[00:23:54] then

[00:23:57] that

[00:23:58] would

[00:23:58] change

[00:23:59] my

[00:23:59] world

[00:24:00] if

[00:24:00] I

[00:24:00] started

[00:24:00] speaking

[00:24:01] French

[00:24:01] all of

[00:24:02] a sudden

[00:24:02] you know

[00:24:02] and

[00:24:03] that

[00:24:03] sort

[00:24:04] of

[00:24:05] gives

[00:24:05] me

[00:24:05] a sense

[00:24:06] of

[00:24:07] freedom

[00:24:07] which

[00:24:08] I'm

[00:24:08] really

[00:24:09] fond of

[00:24:09] the fact

[00:24:12] that I

[00:24:12] can

[00:24:12] sit

[00:24:13] here

[00:24:13] and

[00:24:13] talk

[00:24:14] about

[00:24:14] my

[00:24:14] safety

[00:24:15] tower

[00:24:15] up

[00:24:15] among

[00:24:16] the

[00:24:16] sandy

[00:24:17] dunes

[00:24:18] oh

[00:24:19] yeah

[00:24:19] I

[00:24:20] remember

[00:24:20] now

[00:24:20] I was

[00:24:21] talking

[00:24:21] about

[00:24:22] sleeping

[00:24:23] giants

[00:24:24] underneath

[00:24:24] our feet

[00:24:28] that's

[00:24:29] an

[00:24:29] engaging

[00:24:30] thought

[00:24:31] isn't

[00:24:31] it

[00:24:31] that

[00:24:33] it's

[00:24:34] not

[00:24:34] rock

[00:24:35] or

[00:24:36] soil

[00:24:37] underneath

[00:24:38] our

[00:24:38] feet

[00:24:38] there

[00:24:40] are

[00:24:41] giants

[00:24:41] sleeping

[00:24:43] dreaming

[00:24:45] sensing

[00:24:46] our

[00:24:47] tiny

[00:24:47] footsteps

[00:24:48] tiny

[00:24:50] cars

[00:24:50] and

[00:24:51] motorcycles

[00:24:55] bulldozers

[00:24:55] and

[00:24:57] pick

[00:24:59] axes

[00:24:59] like

[00:25:03] tickling

[00:25:04] on their

[00:25:05] skin

[00:25:05] like

[00:25:06] a

[00:25:10] house

[00:25:10] fly

[00:25:10] just

[00:25:11] walking

[00:25:11] across

[00:25:12] a patch

[00:25:13] of your

[00:25:13] skin

[00:25:13] that

[00:25:14] don't

[00:25:14] really

[00:25:14] have

[00:25:15] enough

[00:25:16] nerve

[00:25:16] ends

[00:25:16] to

[00:25:17] sense

[00:25:18] it

[00:25:18] very

[00:25:19] well

[00:25:19] have

[00:25:20] you

[00:25:20] ever

[00:25:20] thought

[00:25:20] about

[00:25:20] that

[00:25:21] sleepy

[00:25:21] isn't

[00:25:22] it

[00:25:22] amazing

[00:25:24] I mean

[00:25:25] I think

[00:25:25] about it

[00:25:25] every

[00:25:26] summer

[00:25:26] when the

[00:25:26] house

[00:25:27] flies

[00:25:27] just

[00:25:27] come

[00:25:28] out

[00:25:28] they

[00:25:29] I mean

[00:25:30] they don't

[00:25:30] come out

[00:25:31] as in

[00:25:32] come

[00:25:32] out

[00:25:33] because

[00:25:34] I think

[00:25:34] they're

[00:25:35] already

[00:25:35] out

[00:25:35] I'm

[00:25:36] not

[00:25:36] sure

[00:25:37] where

[00:25:37] they

[00:25:37] were

[00:25:37] before

[00:25:38] I guess

[00:25:38] they're

[00:25:39] hatched

[00:25:39] in a

[00:25:40] way

[00:25:41] they're

[00:25:41] larva

[00:25:42] in the

[00:25:42] beginning

[00:25:42] aren't

[00:25:43] they

[00:25:44] anyway

[00:25:44] so I

[00:25:45] can sit

[00:25:46] in a

[00:25:46] chair

[00:25:46] and

[00:25:47] in the

[00:25:47] sun

[00:25:48] and

[00:25:49] stare

[00:25:49] at

[00:25:49] something

[00:25:50] which I

[00:25:50] normally

[00:25:50] do

[00:25:51] and

[00:25:52] maybe

[00:25:52] I

[00:25:52] have

[00:25:52] coffee

[00:25:53] in my

[00:25:54] hand

[00:25:54] or

[00:25:55] maybe

[00:25:55] I

[00:25:55] don't

[00:25:56] maybe

[00:25:56] I

[00:25:56] just

[00:25:57] told

[00:25:58] myself

[00:25:58] to sit

[00:25:59] in the

[00:25:59] sun

[00:25:59] for a

[00:26:00] while

[00:26:00] just

[00:26:00] because

[00:26:00] I

[00:26:00] need

[00:26:01] it

[00:26:01] because

[00:26:01] God

[00:26:02] should

[00:26:02] know

[00:26:03] that

[00:26:21] anoint

[00:26:22] anoint

[00:26:22] anoint

[00:26:23] in

[00:26:25] sunscreen

[00:26:26] you know

[00:26:27] I

[00:26:27] just

[00:26:28] don't

[00:26:28] think

[00:26:28] that's

[00:26:29] it's

[00:26:30] so

[00:26:30] amazing

[00:26:31] to

[00:26:31] just

[00:26:31] bathe

[00:26:33] myself

[00:26:33] in

[00:26:35] like

[00:26:36] yeah

[00:26:37] stuff

[00:26:38] that

[00:26:38] will

[00:26:38] protect

[00:26:39] me

[00:26:39] from

[00:26:39] the

[00:26:40] sun

[00:26:40] and

[00:26:40] then

[00:26:41] go

[00:26:41] out

[00:26:41] and

[00:26:42] then

[00:26:42] just

[00:26:42] sit

[00:26:42] there

[00:26:43] and

[00:26:43] nothing

[00:26:43] happens

[00:26:44] I

[00:26:44] mean

[00:26:44] I

[00:26:44] need

[00:26:44] to

[00:26:45] be

[00:26:45] in

[00:26:45] the

[00:26:45] sun

[00:26:45] for

[00:26:45] with

[00:26:46] sunscreen

[00:26:48] well

[00:26:49] a

[00:26:49] good

[00:26:50] working

[00:26:50] sunscreen

[00:26:51] I

[00:26:51] need

[00:26:52] to

[00:26:52] be

[00:26:52] in

[00:26:52] the

[00:26:52] sun

[00:26:52] for

[00:26:53] 20

[00:26:54] years

[00:26:54] to

[00:26:55] get

[00:26:55] a

[00:26:55] tan

[00:26:56] and

[00:26:57] if

[00:26:57] I

[00:26:57] go

[00:26:57] out

[00:26:57] without

[00:26:58] sunscreen

[00:26:58] I

[00:26:59] will

[00:26:59] be

[00:26:59] burned

[00:27:00] like

[00:27:00] instantly

[00:27:00] like

[00:27:01] 20

[00:27:01] seconds

[00:27:02] I

[00:27:02] will

[00:27:02] look

[00:27:02] like

[00:27:03] a

[00:27:03] radish

[00:27:06] and

[00:27:07] so

[00:27:08] I'm

[00:27:08] not

[00:27:08] the

[00:27:09] optimal

[00:27:09] sun

[00:27:10] boy

[00:27:11] but

[00:27:12] I

[00:27:12] I'm

[00:27:12] kind

[00:27:13] of

[00:27:13] good

[00:27:13] looking

[00:27:13] when

[00:27:13] I'm

[00:27:14] when

[00:27:14] I'm

[00:27:15] tanned

[00:27:15] because

[00:27:16] I'm

[00:27:16] naturally

[00:27:17] blonde

[00:27:18] and

[00:27:19] I

[00:27:19] have

[00:27:19] blue

[00:27:19] eyes

[00:27:20] so

[00:27:20] I

[00:27:21] get

[00:27:21] this

[00:27:22] fresh

[00:27:25] look

[00:27:26] you know

[00:27:26] we have

[00:27:27] like

[00:27:28] old

[00:27:31] posters

[00:27:33] in

[00:27:34] Sweden

[00:27:34] with

[00:27:34] this

[00:27:35] type

[00:27:35] of

[00:27:35] ideal

[00:27:37] dude

[00:27:38] he

[00:27:38] has

[00:27:39] blonde

[00:27:40] curly

[00:27:41] hair

[00:27:42] messy

[00:27:42] thick

[00:27:43] hair

[00:27:43] and

[00:27:44] blue

[00:27:44] eyes

[00:27:45] and

[00:27:45] he's

[00:27:45] very

[00:27:45] well

[00:27:46] built

[00:27:46] and

[00:27:46] he's

[00:27:47] a

[00:27:48] working

[00:27:48] guy

[00:27:48] but

[00:27:48] he's

[00:27:49] still

[00:27:49] like

[00:27:50] sophisticated

[00:27:51] and

[00:27:51] stuff

[00:27:51] I

[00:27:52] feel

[00:27:52] like

[00:27:52] him

[00:27:53] sometimes

[00:27:53] but

[00:27:56] then

[00:27:56] again

[00:27:56] there's

[00:27:56] also

[00:27:57] these

[00:27:58] that

[00:27:58] type

[00:27:59] of

[00:27:59] that

[00:27:59] stereotype

[00:28:00] of a

[00:28:00] man

[00:28:01] has

[00:28:01] been

[00:28:01] used

[00:28:01] in

[00:28:02] so

[00:28:02] many

[00:28:03] awful

[00:28:03] propaganda

[00:28:04] cases

[00:28:04] as well

[00:28:05] so

[00:28:05] maybe

[00:28:06] the joy

[00:28:06] is not

[00:28:06] all that

[00:28:07] joyful

[00:28:08] anyway

[00:28:09] that

[00:28:10] wasn't

[00:28:10] what I

[00:28:11] was

[00:28:11] going

[00:28:11] to

[00:28:11] say

[00:28:11] you

[00:28:11] see

[00:28:12] I

[00:28:12] keep

[00:28:14] getting

[00:28:14] off

[00:28:15] the

[00:28:15] track

[00:28:15] I

[00:28:18] don't

[00:28:18] really

[00:28:18] remember

[00:28:19] yeah

[00:28:19] I

[00:28:20] can

[00:28:20] sit

[00:28:20] on

[00:28:20] the

[00:28:21] chair

[00:28:21] staring

[00:28:21] at

[00:28:22] something

[00:28:22] trying

[00:28:22] to be

[00:28:23] in

[00:28:23] the

[00:28:23] sun

[00:28:23] to

[00:28:24] get

[00:28:24] a

[00:28:24] tan

[00:28:24] knowing

[00:28:25] that

[00:28:26] this

[00:28:26] will

[00:28:49] almost

[00:28:50] unnoticeable

[00:28:51] tingling

[00:28:52] on my

[00:28:56] right

[00:28:57] upper

[00:28:58] leg

[00:28:58] and I'm

[00:28:59] looking

[00:29:00] and then

[00:29:00] there's

[00:29:01] a house

[00:29:01] fly

[00:29:03] slowly

[00:29:03] walking

[00:29:04] over

[00:29:05] my

[00:29:05] almost

[00:29:06] snow

[00:29:07] white

[00:29:07] skin

[00:29:08] now

[00:29:11] this

[00:29:11] is

[00:29:11] I

[00:29:11] mean

[00:29:13] whenever

[00:29:13] I'm

[00:29:14] out

[00:29:14] in

[00:29:14] the

[00:29:14] sun

[00:29:14] there's

[00:29:15] this

[00:29:15] other

[00:29:16] thing

[00:29:16] that

[00:29:16] I'm

[00:29:17] so

[00:29:18] tan

[00:29:19] free

[00:29:21] that

[00:29:21] I

[00:29:21] look

[00:29:22] like

[00:29:23] I

[00:29:23] am

[00:29:23] a

[00:29:24] cartoon

[00:29:25] when

[00:29:25] I'm

[00:29:26] out

[00:29:26] in

[00:29:26] strong

[00:29:27] sunlight

[00:29:28] and

[00:29:28] I

[00:29:28] don't

[00:29:28] like

[00:29:29] that

[00:29:29] either

[00:29:29] I

[00:29:30] don't

[00:29:30] like

[00:29:30] to

[00:29:31] look

[00:29:31] at

[00:29:31] my

[00:29:31] leg

[00:29:31] and

[00:29:31] see

[00:29:32] this

[00:29:32] snow

[00:29:32] white

[00:29:36] glittering

[00:29:36] skin

[00:29:37] you know

[00:29:37] I

[00:29:38] don't

[00:29:39] think

[00:29:39] that

[00:29:40] I'm

[00:29:41] I'm

[00:29:42] not

[00:29:42] a guy

[00:29:43] who's

[00:29:43] beautiful

[00:29:44] in the

[00:29:44] sun

[00:29:44] let's

[00:29:45] just

[00:29:45] say

[00:29:45] that

[00:29:46] I

[00:29:47] wish

[00:29:47] I

[00:29:47] were

[00:29:47] more

[00:29:49] like

[00:29:50] welcome

[00:29:51] to

[00:29:51] my

[00:29:52] welcome

[00:29:52] sun

[00:29:53] welcome

[00:29:53] world

[00:29:54] welcome

[00:29:54] life

[00:29:55] you know

[00:29:55] I look

[00:29:56] like someone

[00:29:56] who has

[00:29:57] been

[00:29:57] locked in

[00:29:58] a tower

[00:29:58] for his

[00:29:59] whole

[00:29:59] life

[00:30:01] anyway

[00:30:04] about

[00:30:05] the fly

[00:30:05] you look

[00:30:06] at the

[00:30:06] fly

[00:30:07] I look

[00:30:07] at the

[00:30:07] fly

[00:30:07] and

[00:30:08] what

[00:30:09] strikes

[00:30:09] me

[00:30:09] is

[00:30:09] what

[00:30:10] strikes

[00:30:11] me

[00:30:12] is

[00:30:12] that

[00:30:13] this

[00:30:13] fly

[00:30:14] is

[00:30:15] only

[00:30:17] temporarily

[00:30:19] something

[00:30:20] that I

[00:30:20] can

[00:30:20] feel

[00:30:22] on

[00:30:24] because

[00:30:24] I

[00:30:27] don't

[00:30:27] have

[00:30:28] sufficient

[00:30:29] nerve

[00:30:30] endings

[00:30:30] at

[00:30:31] this

[00:30:31] particular

[00:30:32] spot

[00:30:32] of

[00:30:32] my

[00:30:33] leg

[00:30:35] I

[00:30:37] read

[00:30:37] somewhere

[00:30:37] that

[00:30:38] this

[00:30:38] is

[00:30:38] normal

[00:30:39] because

[00:30:40] when I

[00:30:41] was

[00:30:41] younger

[00:30:42] I

[00:30:42] thought

[00:30:42] that

[00:30:42] maybe

[00:30:42] I

[00:30:43] was

[00:30:43] you

[00:30:44] know

[00:30:44] that

[00:30:46] there

[00:30:46] was

[00:30:46] something

[00:30:47] wrong

[00:30:47] with

[00:30:47] me

[00:30:47] because

[00:30:48] I

[00:30:48] couldn't

[00:30:48] feel

[00:30:49] the

[00:30:49] fly

[00:30:50] walking

[00:30:51] across

[00:30:51] my

[00:30:52] leg

[00:30:52] constantly

[00:30:54] and

[00:30:55] the

[00:30:56] case

[00:30:56] apparently

[00:30:57] is that

[00:30:58] you have

[00:30:59] nerve

[00:30:59] endings

[00:31:00] spread

[00:31:01] across

[00:31:01] your

[00:31:01] body

[00:31:01] but

[00:31:02] at

[00:31:02] many

[00:31:02] parts

[00:31:03] of

[00:31:03] your

[00:31:03] body

[00:31:03] you

[00:31:04] don't

[00:31:04] have

[00:31:04] any

[00:31:04] nerve

[00:31:05] endings

[00:31:05] responding

[00:31:06] to

[00:31:06] very

[00:31:07] light

[00:31:07] touch

[00:31:09] which

[00:31:09] a

[00:31:10] fly

[00:31:10] is

[00:31:10] considered

[00:31:11] to be

[00:31:11] light

[00:31:12] touch

[00:31:13] so

[00:31:14] you

[00:31:14] can't

[00:31:14] feel

[00:31:15] it

[00:31:15] and

[00:31:16] that's

[00:31:16] this

[00:31:16] very

[00:31:16] xenomorphic

[00:31:17] feeling

[00:31:18] when

[00:31:18] you

[00:31:18] see

[00:31:18] you

[00:31:20] see

[00:31:20] the

[00:31:20] fly

[00:31:21] walking

[00:31:21] on

[00:31:21] your

[00:31:22] skin

[00:31:22] but

[00:31:22] you

[00:31:23] can't

[00:31:23] feel

[00:31:23] it

[00:31:23] and

[00:31:24] that's

[00:31:24] very

[00:31:25] weird

[00:31:25] and

[00:31:26] that's

[00:31:27] how I

[00:31:27] imagine

[00:31:28] how

[00:31:29] the

[00:31:29] giants

[00:31:30] that

[00:31:30] sleep

[00:31:31] beneath

[00:31:31] us

[00:31:31] feel

[00:31:34] are

[00:31:37] walking

[00:31:38] talking

[00:31:40] breathing

[00:31:41] hacking

[00:31:44] digging

[00:31:45] driving

[00:31:46] farting

[00:31:48] growing

[00:31:49] if you

[00:31:53] think of

[00:31:54] the

[00:31:54] giant's

[00:31:54] skin

[00:31:56] as

[00:31:57] the

[00:31:57] whole

[00:31:58] crust

[00:31:58] of

[00:31:58] the

[00:31:59] earth

[00:32:02] I

[00:32:02] don't

[00:32:03] really

[00:32:03] know

[00:32:03] how

[00:32:03] thick

[00:32:04] the

[00:32:04] crust

[00:32:04] of

[00:32:04] the

[00:32:05] earth

[00:32:05] is

[00:32:05] but

[00:32:05] it's

[00:32:07] well

[00:32:07] I

[00:32:07] know

[00:32:08] that

[00:32:08] it's

[00:32:08] thicker

[00:32:09] than

[00:32:13] an

[00:32:13] apple

[00:32:14] peel

[00:32:15] or

[00:32:18] what

[00:32:18] do

[00:32:18] you

[00:32:18] call

[00:32:18] it

[00:32:18] the

[00:32:19] peel

[00:32:19] of

[00:32:19] an

[00:32:19] apple

[00:32:20] the

[00:32:22] skin

[00:32:22] of

[00:32:35] the

[00:32:35] crust

[00:32:35] of

[00:32:36] an

[00:32:36] apple

[00:32:36] in

[00:32:37] comparison

[00:32:37] but

[00:32:41] in

[00:32:42] reality

[00:32:42] I

[00:32:42] mean

[00:32:43] there's

[00:32:44] a huge

[00:32:45] difference

[00:32:45] I mean

[00:32:45] everyone

[00:32:46] knows

[00:32:46] that

[00:32:47] the

[00:32:50] resemblance

[00:32:51] is only

[00:32:51] in relation

[00:32:54] to the

[00:32:55] object

[00:32:55] that the

[00:32:56] skin

[00:32:56] covers

[00:32:57] that the

[00:32:57] crust

[00:32:58] covers

[00:32:58] so

[00:32:59] the

[00:33:02] apple

[00:33:03] peel

[00:33:03] in relation

[00:33:06] to the

[00:33:07] apple

[00:33:08] is equal

[00:33:09] to the

[00:33:09] crust

[00:33:10] of the

[00:33:10] earth

[00:33:10] in relation

[00:33:12] to

[00:33:14] planet

[00:33:15] earth

[00:33:16] because

[00:33:17] if you

[00:33:17] put an

[00:33:17] apple

[00:33:18] on the

[00:33:18] crust

[00:33:19] of the

[00:33:19] earth

[00:33:20] there's

[00:33:21] no

[00:33:21] way

[00:33:22] to tell

[00:33:22] the

[00:33:23] difference

[00:33:24] really

[00:33:24] you know

[00:33:25] you can't

[00:33:30] no but

[00:33:30] it's

[00:33:30] actually

[00:33:32] really

[00:33:33] thick

[00:33:34] and

[00:33:36] imagine

[00:33:37] imagine

[00:33:38] having a

[00:33:38] skin

[00:33:39] the same

[00:33:42] thickness

[00:33:43] as

[00:33:45] the

[00:33:45] crust

[00:33:46] of the

[00:33:46] earth

[00:33:46] that tells

[00:33:48] me

[00:33:48] something

[00:33:48] about

[00:33:49] your

[00:33:49] overall

[00:33:50] size

[00:33:51] doesn't

[00:33:52] it

[00:33:54] and the

[00:33:55] giants

[00:33:56] beneath

[00:33:56] us

[00:33:57] are

[00:33:57] dreaming

[00:33:57] I think

[00:33:58] I think

[00:33:59] they are

[00:33:59] dreaming

[00:33:59] about

[00:34:01] oceans

[00:34:03] of

[00:34:03] silver

[00:34:05] islands

[00:34:07] floating

[00:34:07] in the

[00:34:08] sky

[00:34:09] fishes

[00:34:10] that

[00:34:11] swim

[00:34:12] in the

[00:34:12] oceans

[00:34:13] of

[00:34:13] silver

[00:34:15] and

[00:34:15] the

[00:34:18] islands

[00:34:19] in the

[00:34:19] sky

[00:34:19] with

[00:34:20] legs

[00:34:20] that

[00:34:22] dangle

[00:34:22] beneath

[00:34:23] them

[00:34:23] almost

[00:34:24] comically

[00:34:26] helplessly

[00:34:26] why do

[00:34:28] they even

[00:34:28] have

[00:34:29] legs

[00:34:29] they're

[00:34:30] not

[00:34:30] walking

[00:34:31] they're

[00:34:31] flying

[00:34:32] they're

[00:34:33] hovering

[00:34:34] hovering

[00:34:34] above

[00:34:35] the

[00:34:36] oceans

[00:34:36] of

[00:34:37] silver

[00:34:37] and

[00:34:40] why

[00:34:40] would

[00:34:40] a

[00:34:40] giant

[00:34:41] even

[00:34:41] dream

[00:34:41] of

[00:35:00] and

[00:35:01] that

[00:35:01] the

[00:35:01] whole

[00:35:01] world

[00:35:02] consisted

[00:35:03] of

[00:35:03] the

[00:35:03] body

[00:35:03] of

[00:35:04] this

[00:35:04] one

[00:35:04] particular

[00:35:05] giant

[00:35:08] it's

[00:35:10] not

[00:35:11] that

[00:35:11] hard

[00:35:11] to

[00:35:12] wrap

[00:35:13] your

[00:35:13] brain

[00:35:14] around

[00:35:14] in

[00:35:16] if

[00:35:16] if

[00:35:17] that's

[00:35:17] even

[00:35:17] the

[00:35:17] thing

[00:35:17] you

[00:35:17] say

[00:35:18] that

[00:35:18] you

[00:35:18] can

[00:35:18] wrap

[00:35:19] your

[00:35:19] brain

[00:35:19] around

[00:35:20] something

[00:35:22] well

[00:35:22] I guess

[00:35:23] you

[00:35:23] can

[00:35:23] I mean

[00:35:24] the

[00:35:24] brain

[00:35:24] is a

[00:35:24] very

[00:35:24] plastic

[00:35:26] tangible

[00:35:27] thing

[00:35:27] you can

[00:35:28] do

[00:35:28] really

[00:35:28] whatever

[00:35:29] you

[00:35:29] want

[00:35:29] with

[00:35:29] it

[00:35:29] as

[00:35:30] long

[00:35:31] as

[00:35:31] you

[00:35:31] have

[00:35:31] you

[00:35:32] know

[00:35:32] access

[00:35:33] physical

[00:35:33] access

[00:35:34] to

[00:35:34] it

[00:35:36] but

[00:35:37] it's

[00:35:37] I

[00:35:38] think

[00:35:38] it's

[00:35:39] kind

[00:35:39] of

[00:35:41] doable

[00:35:41] to

[00:35:42] imagine

[00:35:42] how

[00:35:43] people

[00:35:43] back

[00:35:44] then

[00:35:44] thought

[00:35:45] about

[00:35:45] the

[00:35:45] world

[00:35:45] because

[00:35:46] what

[00:35:47] else

[00:35:47] would

[00:35:47] there

[00:35:48] be

[00:35:48] unless

[00:35:49] there

[00:35:50] were

[00:35:50] this

[00:35:51] vast

[00:35:52] being

[00:35:52] under

[00:35:53] my

[00:35:53] feet

[00:35:53] I

[00:35:54] mean

[00:35:54] what

[00:35:55] what

[00:35:56] is

[00:35:56] it

[00:35:56] when

[00:35:57] we

[00:35:57] walk

[00:35:58] around

[00:35:58] in

[00:35:59] our

[00:35:59] everyday

[00:35:59] environment

[00:36:02] that

[00:36:02] tells

[00:36:03] us

[00:36:03] that

[00:36:03] this

[00:36:03] is

[00:36:03] a

[00:36:04] rock

[00:36:05] that

[00:36:06] this

[00:36:06] is

[00:36:06] a

[00:36:06] very

[00:36:06] big

[00:36:07] rock

[00:36:07] that

[00:36:08] it's

[00:36:09] round

[00:36:09] almost

[00:36:10] and

[00:36:11] that

[00:36:12] it's

[00:36:14] hurling

[00:36:15] through

[00:36:15] space

[00:36:16] for

[00:36:16] some

[00:36:16] reason

[00:36:17] I

[00:36:18] mean

[00:36:19] you

[00:36:19] can't

[00:36:19] possibly

[00:36:20] know

[00:36:20] that

[00:36:20] without

[00:36:22] access

[00:36:22] to

[00:36:23] modern

[00:36:25] instruments

[00:36:26] and

[00:36:27] math

[00:36:27] and

[00:36:32] in a

[00:36:32] time

[00:36:33] before

[00:36:33] math

[00:36:34] I

[00:36:34] mean

[00:36:34] that

[00:36:35] kind

[00:36:35] of

[00:36:35] math

[00:36:35] anyway

[00:36:37] and

[00:36:39] instruments

[00:36:40] like

[00:36:40] telescopes

[00:36:41] and

[00:36:44] seismometers

[00:36:45] seismometers

[00:36:46] seismometers

[00:36:48] seismers

[00:36:49] seismized

[00:36:50] musketeers

[00:36:50] without

[00:36:51] access

[00:36:52] to

[00:36:54] seismized

[00:36:55] and

[00:36:55] measured

[00:36:57] musketeers

[00:36:57] you

[00:37:00] wouldn't

[00:37:01] be able

[00:37:01] to tell

[00:37:02] what

[00:37:03] that

[00:37:03] this

[00:37:03] stuff

[00:37:04] beneath

[00:37:04] you

[00:37:05] is

[00:37:05] I

[00:37:05] mean

[00:37:05] you

[00:37:06] can

[00:37:06] dig

[00:37:06] and

[00:37:07] you

[00:37:07] can

[00:37:07] build

[00:37:08] and

[00:37:09] you

[00:37:09] can

[00:37:09] run

[00:37:09] on

[00:37:10] it

[00:37:10] and

[00:37:10] jump

[00:37:11] on

[00:37:11] it

[00:37:11] and

[00:37:11] you

[00:37:12] can

[00:37:12] fall

[00:37:13] over

[00:37:13] and

[00:37:13] hit

[00:37:14] yourself

[00:37:14] on

[00:37:14] it

[00:37:14] hurt

[00:37:15] yourself

[00:37:15] on

[00:37:16] it

[00:37:17] but

[00:37:19] the

[00:37:20] image

[00:37:20] is

[00:37:21] close

[00:37:21] at

[00:37:21] hand

[00:37:22] to

[00:37:23] think

[00:37:23] about

[00:37:23] the

[00:37:24] world

[00:37:24] as

[00:37:24] this

[00:37:25] being

[00:37:26] especially

[00:37:28] when

[00:37:28] it

[00:37:28] moves

[00:37:29] from

[00:37:29] time

[00:37:29] to

[00:37:29] time

[00:37:30] you

[00:37:30] know

[00:37:30] with

[00:37:30] earthquakes

[00:37:32] and

[00:37:32] such

[00:37:33] that

[00:37:35] happens

[00:37:36] and

[00:37:36] that

[00:37:37] happened

[00:37:38] before

[00:37:39] as

[00:37:40] well

[00:37:41] and

[00:37:42] it's

[00:37:42] a

[00:37:43] very

[00:37:47] it's

[00:37:47] an

[00:37:48] exciting

[00:37:48] thing

[00:37:48] to

[00:37:49] think

[00:37:49] about

[00:37:50] that

[00:37:51] whenever

[00:37:52] the

[00:37:52] earth

[00:37:52] crumbles

[00:37:55] it's

[00:37:56] this

[00:37:56] giant

[00:37:57] underneath

[00:37:57] us

[00:37:58] that's

[00:37:59] upset

[00:37:59] or

[00:38:00] having

[00:38:00] a bad

[00:38:01] day

[00:38:01] or

[00:38:01] need

[00:38:02] to

[00:38:02] say

[00:38:03] something

[00:38:04] and

[00:38:05] the

[00:38:06] image

[00:38:06] must

[00:38:07] have

[00:38:07] been

[00:38:07] very

[00:38:08] clear

[00:38:09] that

[00:38:10] this

[00:38:10] guy

[00:38:11] could

[00:38:12] just

[00:38:12] rise

[00:38:13] up

[00:38:13] you

[00:38:13] know

[00:38:15] and

[00:38:16] go

[00:38:17] havoc

[00:38:17] on

[00:38:17] our

[00:38:18] world

[00:38:19] what's

[00:38:20] to

[00:38:20] say

[00:38:21] that

[00:38:21] this

[00:38:22] giant

[00:38:22] this

[00:38:22] time

[00:38:24] isn't

[00:38:24] just

[00:38:24] gonna

[00:38:25] rise

[00:38:26] and

[00:38:26] walk

[00:38:27] away

[00:38:28] and

[00:38:30] what

[00:38:30] what's

[00:38:31] then

[00:38:31] what

[00:38:34] will

[00:38:34] happen

[00:38:34] to

[00:38:34] us

[00:38:34] will

[00:38:35] we

[00:38:35] just

[00:38:35] fall

[00:38:35] off

[00:38:36] and

[00:38:37] into

[00:38:37] what

[00:38:37] exactly

[00:38:38] the

[00:38:39] only

[00:38:39] thing

[00:38:40] we've

[00:38:40] ever

[00:38:40] known

[00:38:40] is

[00:38:41] this

[00:38:42] giant's

[00:38:43] back

[00:38:43] while

[00:38:45] she

[00:38:45] was

[00:38:45] sleeping

[00:38:46] underneath

[00:38:46] us

[00:38:56] yeah

[00:38:57] so

[00:38:58] it's

[00:38:59] best

[00:38:59] when

[00:38:59] the

[00:38:59] giant

[00:39:00] is

[00:39:00] still

[00:39:00] and

[00:39:01] dreaming

[00:39:01] just

[00:39:05] resting

[00:39:07] its

[00:39:07] huge

[00:39:08] head

[00:39:08] on

[00:39:09] the

[00:39:09] giant

[00:39:10] lava

[00:39:10] streams

[00:39:11] beneath

[00:39:12] it

[00:39:14] floating

[00:39:14] on top

[00:39:15] of the

[00:39:15] lava

[00:39:16] the

[00:39:16] oceans

[00:39:17] of

[00:39:17] lava

[00:39:17] just

[00:39:20] slowly

[00:39:21] slowly

[00:39:22] unimaginably

[00:39:23] slow

[00:39:24] slow

[00:39:25] just

[00:39:26] letting

[00:39:26] itself

[00:39:29] traverse

[00:39:31] the

[00:39:31] world

[00:39:31] it's

[00:39:36] like

[00:39:37] this

[00:39:37] I

[00:39:38] mean

[00:39:38] no

[00:39:38] no

[00:39:39] person

[00:39:40] has

[00:39:40] ever

[00:39:40] seen

[00:39:40] this

[00:39:41] but

[00:39:42] I

[00:39:42] think

[00:39:42] it's

[00:39:42] so

[00:39:43] fascinating

[00:39:43] that

[00:39:46] the

[00:39:47] earth

[00:39:47] core

[00:39:48] the

[00:39:48] earth

[00:39:50] that's

[00:39:50] a hard

[00:39:51] word

[00:39:51] to say

[00:39:51] earth

[00:39:53] core

[00:39:54] of the

[00:39:54] earth

[00:39:55] is

[00:39:56] like

[00:39:56] this

[00:39:56] huge

[00:39:59] super

[00:40:00] hot

[00:40:00] ball

[00:40:01] of

[00:40:02] iron

[00:40:02] and

[00:40:03] then

[00:40:03] around

[00:40:04] it

[00:40:04] there's

[00:40:04] this

[00:40:08] ocean

[00:40:10] of

[00:40:11] molten

[00:40:12] rock

[00:40:14] and

[00:40:15] molten

[00:40:16] iron

[00:40:16] molten

[00:40:16] nickel

[00:40:17] and

[00:40:19] then

[00:40:19] above

[00:40:19] that

[00:40:20] that's

[00:40:20] molten

[00:40:20] rock

[00:40:21] that

[00:40:22] becomes

[00:40:22] more

[00:40:23] and more

[00:40:23] firm

[00:40:25] the

[00:40:26] closer

[00:40:26] you get

[00:40:26] to

[00:40:27] earth's

[00:40:28] core

[00:40:29] some

[00:40:30] that was

[00:40:31] at this

[00:40:40] I

[00:40:41] is

[00:40:43] liquid

[00:40:43] on the

[00:40:44] inside

[00:40:44] and

[00:40:45] how

[00:40:46] do

[00:40:46] we

[00:40:46] know

[00:40:47] when

[00:40:47] we

[00:40:47] haven't

[00:40:47] been

[00:40:48] there

[00:40:50] and

[00:40:51] I

[00:40:52] always

[00:40:52] get

[00:40:53] what do you

[00:40:54] call it

[00:40:54] flabbergasted

[00:40:55] flabbergasted

[00:40:56] by that

[00:40:57] that

[00:40:57] I don't

[00:40:58] know if

[00:40:58] I'm

[00:40:58] using

[00:40:59] that

[00:40:59] word

[00:40:59] right

[00:41:00] I

[00:41:00] just

[00:41:01] think

[00:41:01] it's

[00:41:01] an

[00:41:02] amusing

[00:41:03] word

[00:41:03] flabbergasted

[00:41:04] I get

[00:41:05] flabbergasted

[00:41:05] by the

[00:41:06] fact that

[00:41:06] people

[00:41:07] still

[00:41:07] question

[00:41:08] stuff

[00:41:08] that

[00:41:08] has

[00:41:09] been

[00:41:09] known

[00:41:11] for

[00:41:11] like

[00:41:12] hundreds

[00:41:12] maybe

[00:41:13] a hundred

[00:41:14] years

[00:41:15] it's

[00:41:16] you know

[00:41:17] there are

[00:41:18] other

[00:41:18] things

[00:41:18] other ways

[00:41:19] of measuring

[00:41:20] stuff

[00:41:20] without

[00:41:21] going

[00:41:22] there

[00:41:22] and looking

[00:41:22] with your

[00:41:23] eyes

[00:41:23] I mean

[00:41:24] how could

[00:41:25] you

[00:41:25] how else

[00:41:26] could

[00:41:26] you

[00:41:26] know

[00:41:27] that

[00:41:27] we're

[00:41:28] living

[00:41:28] on a

[00:41:28] round

[00:41:29] earth

[00:41:30] I

[00:41:31] mean

[00:41:31] if

[00:41:31] we

[00:41:31] were just

[00:41:32] up to

[00:41:33] our

[00:41:33] own

[00:41:34] eyes

[00:41:34] then we

[00:41:36] wouldn't

[00:41:36] know

[00:41:36] really

[00:41:36] anything

[00:41:37] so one

[00:41:40] of the

[00:41:40] ways

[00:41:40] that you

[00:41:41] can

[00:41:41] tell

[00:41:41] the

[00:41:42] different

[00:41:42] layers

[00:41:42] in

[00:41:43] earth

[00:41:43] is

[00:41:43] that

[00:41:44] whenever

[00:41:45] there's

[00:41:46] big

[00:41:46] seismic

[00:41:47] events

[00:41:48] like

[00:41:50] earthquakes

[00:41:50] or

[00:41:51] volcanic

[00:41:51] eruptions

[00:41:53] you have

[00:41:54] sensors

[00:41:55] all around

[00:41:56] the world

[00:41:56] that can

[00:41:57] measure

[00:41:57] the

[00:41:58] sound

[00:41:59] waves

[00:41:59] that traverse

[00:42:00] different

[00:42:01] medias

[00:42:01] like for

[00:42:02] instance

[00:42:03] some

[00:42:03] some

[00:42:04] sound

[00:42:05] waves

[00:42:05] can't

[00:42:06] traverse

[00:42:08] liquid

[00:42:09] matter

[00:42:10] and

[00:42:11] some

[00:42:12] of

[00:42:12] them

[00:42:12] can

[00:42:14] can't

[00:42:14] traverse

[00:42:16] solid

[00:42:17] material

[00:42:17] and

[00:42:19] that's

[00:42:19] why

[00:42:19] they

[00:42:20] have

[00:42:20] found

[00:42:20] out

[00:42:20] that

[00:42:21] a

[00:42:23] part

[00:42:23] of

[00:42:23] the

[00:42:23] world

[00:42:24] beneath

[00:42:25] our

[00:42:25] feet

[00:42:25] are

[00:42:26] solid

[00:42:27] like

[00:42:28] if

[00:42:29] there's

[00:42:29] an

[00:42:30] earthquake

[00:42:30] in

[00:42:31] one

[00:42:32] country

[00:42:32] then you

[00:42:33] can

[00:42:33] listen

[00:42:34] on the

[00:42:34] other

[00:42:34] side

[00:42:34] of

[00:42:35] the

[00:42:35] planet

[00:42:35] for

[00:42:36] these

[00:42:37] signals

[00:42:38] and

[00:42:39] the

[00:42:39] signals

[00:42:40] tend

[00:42:40] to

[00:42:40] not

[00:42:41] go

[00:42:41] straight

[00:42:42] through

[00:42:42] the

[00:42:42] earth

[00:42:43] these

[00:42:44] kind

[00:42:44] of

[00:42:46] earth

[00:42:48] born

[00:42:49] sound

[00:42:50] waves

[00:42:50] I don't

[00:42:51] roll

[00:42:52] I don't

[00:42:52] I don't

[00:42:52] roll

[00:42:53] I don't

[00:42:54] know the

[00:42:54] exact

[00:42:55] names

[00:42:55] for these

[00:42:56] different

[00:42:56] types

[00:42:57] of

[00:42:57] sound

[00:42:58] waves

[00:42:58] but

[00:42:58] there

[00:42:58] are

[00:42:58] different

[00:42:59] waves

[00:42:59] and

[00:43:00] you

[00:43:00] can

[00:43:00] read

[00:43:02] listening

[00:43:03] for the

[00:43:03] earthquake

[00:43:04] on the

[00:43:04] other

[00:43:04] side

[00:43:05] of

[00:43:05] the

[00:43:05] planet

[00:43:05] because

[00:43:06] you

[00:43:06] can

[00:43:06] actually

[00:43:07] hear

[00:43:07] it

[00:43:07] not

[00:43:07] hear

[00:43:08] it

[00:43:08] like

[00:43:08] with

[00:43:08] your

[00:43:08] ears

[00:43:09] but

[00:43:09] you

[00:43:09] can

[00:43:09] sense

[00:43:10] it

[00:43:10] with

[00:43:10] different

[00:43:10] sensors

[00:43:12] that's

[00:43:13] how

[00:43:13] sound

[00:43:13] travels

[00:43:15] then

[00:43:17] there's

[00:43:17] always

[00:43:18] a

[00:43:18] bend

[00:43:27] go

[00:43:27] different

[00:43:28] sides

[00:43:28] and

[00:43:28] never

[00:43:29] reach

[00:43:29] the

[00:43:30] total

[00:43:32] geometric

[00:43:33] opposite

[00:43:33] of the

[00:43:34] world

[00:43:35] opposite

[00:43:36] side

[00:43:37] so

[00:43:38] from

[00:43:39] that

[00:43:39] scientists

[00:43:40] have

[00:43:41] discovered

[00:43:42] that

[00:43:42] we

[00:43:43] have

[00:43:43] a

[00:43:43] core

[00:43:45] probably

[00:43:46] an iron

[00:43:47] core

[00:43:47] in the

[00:43:48] middle

[00:43:49] of our

[00:43:49] planet

[00:43:50] so

[00:43:51] you can't

[00:43:51] see

[00:43:52] stuff

[00:43:52] without

[00:43:52] seeing

[00:43:53] them

[00:43:53] with

[00:43:53] your

[00:43:53] eyes

[00:43:54] and

[00:43:56] so

[00:43:57] we

[00:43:57] can

[00:43:57] fantasize

[00:43:58] about

[00:43:58] a lot

[00:43:59] of

[00:43:59] things

[00:43:59] and

[00:44:00] I

[00:44:00] think

[00:44:00] that's

[00:44:00] kind

[00:44:01] of

[00:44:01] the

[00:44:01] meaning

[00:44:02] of

[00:44:02] life

[00:44:02] really

[00:44:03] to

[00:44:03] fantasize

[00:44:04] about

[00:44:05] well

[00:44:06] you know

[00:44:07] ancient

[00:44:07] civilizations

[00:44:08] living

[00:44:09] on the

[00:44:10] other

[00:44:10] side

[00:44:10] of the

[00:44:10] crust

[00:44:11] of

[00:44:11] the

[00:44:11] earth

[00:44:12] like

[00:44:13] another

[00:44:14] people

[00:44:14] another

[00:44:15] another

[00:44:16] culture

[00:44:17] they don't

[00:44:27] but

[00:44:28] I

[00:44:28] mean

[00:44:28] that's

[00:44:29] just

[00:44:29] fantasy

[00:44:30] that's

[00:44:31] just

[00:44:31] a

[00:44:32] guess

[00:44:32] as

[00:44:32] good

[00:44:32] as

[00:44:33] any

[00:44:33] and

[00:44:34] the

[00:44:35] thing

[00:44:36] that

[00:44:36] we

[00:44:36] have

[00:44:36] are

[00:44:37] clear

[00:44:37] evidence

[00:44:38] that

[00:44:39] suggests

[00:44:39] that

[00:44:40] earth

[00:44:41] is

[00:44:41] formed

[00:44:41] in a

[00:44:42] certain

[00:44:42] way

[00:44:42] and

[00:44:44] that

[00:44:44] gets

[00:44:46] along

[00:44:46] with

[00:44:46] other

[00:44:47] theories

[00:44:47] about

[00:44:48] how

[00:44:48] big

[00:44:48] planets

[00:44:49] are

[00:44:50] being

[00:44:50] created

[00:44:50] initially

[00:44:51] from

[00:44:52] dust

[00:44:53] from

[00:44:53] gas

[00:44:54] to

[00:44:54] dust

[00:44:57] debris

[00:44:58] and

[00:44:59] to

[00:44:59] planets

[00:45:00] gravity

[00:45:01] makes

[00:45:02] this

[00:45:02] happen

[00:45:02] so

[00:45:06] I

[00:45:06] don't

[00:45:06] really

[00:45:07] like

[00:45:07] the

[00:45:08] thing

[00:45:08] we

[00:45:09] people

[00:45:09] do

[00:45:09] that

[00:45:10] we

[00:45:10] confuse

[00:45:10] our

[00:45:11] dreams

[00:45:12] and

[00:45:12] imaginations

[00:45:13] with

[00:45:16] stuff

[00:45:16] that

[00:45:17] I mean

[00:45:18] at least

[00:45:18] as far

[00:45:19] as

[00:45:19] when

[00:45:19] talking

[00:45:20] to

[00:45:20] other

[00:45:20] people

[00:45:20] goals

[00:45:21] should

[00:45:21] be

[00:45:21] considered

[00:45:22] as

[00:45:22] facts

[00:45:23] because

[00:45:23] that's

[00:45:23] all

[00:45:23] we

[00:45:24] really

[00:45:24] have

[00:45:24] to

[00:45:24] hold

[00:45:25] on

[00:45:25] to

[00:45:25] if

[00:45:25] we're

[00:45:26] about

[00:45:26] to

[00:45:26] work

[00:45:26] together

[00:45:27] and

[00:45:28] we

[00:45:28] really

[00:45:28] should

[00:45:28] work

[00:45:29] together

[00:45:29] I

[00:45:29] think

[00:45:30] that's

[00:45:30] one

[00:45:30] of

[00:45:31] the

[00:45:31] purposes

[00:45:32] that

[00:45:32] we

[00:45:32] are

[00:45:33] here

[00:45:33] to

[00:45:36] make

[00:45:36] happen

[00:45:39] work

[00:45:40] together

[00:45:41] and

[00:45:41] I'm

[00:45:42] not

[00:45:42] saying

[00:45:42] that

[00:45:42] fantasies

[00:45:43] and

[00:45:43] imaginations

[00:45:44] and

[00:45:45] games

[00:45:45] and

[00:45:45] I'm

[00:45:48] not

[00:45:48] saying

[00:45:49] that

[00:45:49] those

[00:45:49] are

[00:45:50] bad

[00:45:50] things

[00:45:51] or

[00:45:51] worthless

[00:45:51] things

[00:45:52] but

[00:45:53] it's

[00:45:53] when

[00:45:53] you

[00:45:53] tell

[00:45:54] yourself

[00:45:54] that

[00:45:55] whatever

[00:45:56] I

[00:45:56] believe

[00:45:56] in

[00:45:57] my

[00:45:57] mind

[00:45:57] without

[00:45:58] even

[00:45:58] reading

[00:45:59] up

[00:45:59] on

[00:45:59] the

[00:45:59] matter

[00:46:01] is

[00:46:02] like

[00:46:02] facts

[00:46:04] then

[00:46:05] you

[00:46:05] put

[00:46:06] yourself

[00:46:06] on

[00:46:07] the

[00:46:07] outside

[00:46:07] of

[00:46:08] something

[00:46:08] that

[00:46:08] you

[00:46:08] really

[00:46:09] need

[00:46:09] to

[00:46:09] be

[00:46:09] a

[00:46:09] part

[00:46:09] of

[00:46:09] I

[00:46:10] think

[00:46:12] and

[00:46:14] couldn't

[00:46:15] we

[00:46:15] at

[00:46:15] least

[00:46:15] agree

[00:46:16] that

[00:46:17] sharing

[00:46:18] a

[00:46:18] greater

[00:46:18] consensus

[00:46:19] sharing

[00:46:20] a

[00:46:20] greater

[00:46:21] context

[00:46:22] makes

[00:46:23] it

[00:46:23] easier

[00:46:23] for

[00:46:24] us

[00:46:24] to

[00:46:24] cooperate

[00:46:24] than

[00:46:25] everyone

[00:46:26] just

[00:46:26] bringing

[00:46:26] their

[00:46:27] own

[00:46:27] truth

[00:46:27] to

[00:46:27] the

[00:46:28] table

[00:46:28] just

[00:46:28] throwing

[00:46:29] it

[00:46:29] there

[00:46:29] and

[00:46:29] telling

[00:46:30] everyone

[00:46:31] that

[00:46:31] this

[00:46:31] is

[00:46:31] my

[00:46:32] truth

[00:46:32] I'm

[00:46:32] not

[00:46:32] going

[00:46:32] to

[00:46:33] do

[00:46:33] anything

[00:46:34] except

[00:46:34] letting

[00:46:35] my

[00:46:35] truth

[00:46:35] be

[00:46:35] here

[00:46:36] and

[00:46:37] you

[00:46:37] guys

[00:46:37] are

[00:46:38] idiots

[00:46:38] for

[00:46:38] not

[00:46:38] taking

[00:46:39] it

[00:46:39] seriously

[00:46:39] I

[00:46:40] mean

[00:46:40] even

[00:46:41] if

[00:46:41] you

[00:46:41] really

[00:46:42] believe

[00:46:42] in

[00:46:43] your

[00:46:43] own

[00:46:44] quote

[00:46:45] unquote

[00:46:45] truth

[00:46:46] what

[00:46:47] good

[00:46:47] is

[00:46:47] it

[00:46:48] if

[00:46:48] no

[00:46:49] one

[00:46:49] else

[00:46:49] wants

[00:46:50] to

[00:46:50] pick

[00:46:50] it

[00:46:50] up

[00:46:52] so

[00:46:53] you

[00:46:53] can

[00:46:53] work

[00:46:54] like

[00:46:56] 24

[00:46:56] 7

[00:46:57] to

[00:46:57] make

[00:46:57] everyone

[00:46:58] pick

[00:46:59] up

[00:46:59] your

[00:46:59] truth

[00:47:01] or

[00:47:02] you

[00:47:02] can

[00:47:02] just

[00:47:02] try

[00:47:02] to

[00:47:03] try

[00:47:06] to

[00:47:07] work

[00:47:07] together

[00:47:07] without

[00:47:08] making

[00:47:08] it

[00:47:09] about

[00:47:09] you

[00:47:09] absolutely

[00:47:10] all

[00:47:11] the

[00:47:11] time

[00:47:11] I

[00:47:15] think

[00:47:15] that

[00:47:15] we're

[00:47:16] in

[00:47:16] we're

[00:47:16] entering

[00:47:17] a

[00:47:17] time

[00:47:17] now

[00:47:19] in

[00:47:19] human

[00:47:20] history

[00:47:21] when

[00:47:22] this

[00:47:22] really

[00:47:23] will

[00:47:23] become

[00:47:24] sort

[00:47:28] of a

[00:47:29] battleground

[00:47:29] I guess

[00:47:30] and I'm

[00:47:32] not sure

[00:47:33] what I'm

[00:47:34] doing

[00:47:34] in this

[00:47:34] I mean

[00:47:35] I'm

[00:47:36] all for

[00:47:37] creating

[00:47:37] this

[00:47:39] own

[00:47:42] what you

[00:47:42] want

[00:47:42] to

[00:47:42] believe

[00:47:43] and

[00:47:43] make

[00:47:44] it

[00:47:44] comfortable

[00:47:45] for

[00:47:45] you

[00:47:45] and

[00:47:46] as

[00:47:46] I

[00:47:46] said

[00:47:47] initially

[00:47:47] I

[00:47:47] have

[00:47:48] this

[00:47:48] fantasy

[00:47:48] about

[00:47:49] this

[00:47:49] guard

[00:47:49] tower

[00:47:50] that

[00:47:51] I'm

[00:47:51] isolated

[00:47:51] and

[00:47:52] safe

[00:47:52] from

[00:47:53] the

[00:47:53] harsh

[00:47:53] environment

[00:47:54] on the

[00:47:54] outside

[00:47:56] and

[00:47:57] I'm

[00:47:57] not

[00:47:57] seeing

[00:47:58] any

[00:47:58] particular

[00:48:00] evil

[00:48:01] in that

[00:48:02] but

[00:48:03] I know

[00:48:03] that I

[00:48:03] can't

[00:48:04] change

[00:48:04] the

[00:48:04] world

[00:48:05] from

[00:48:05] in

[00:48:05] there

[00:48:07] I

[00:48:08] can't

[00:48:08] stay

[00:48:08] in my

[00:48:09] tower

[00:48:09] and

[00:48:14] so

[00:48:15] that's

[00:48:15] that

[00:48:17] well

[00:48:18] then

[00:48:18] maybe

[00:48:18] I

[00:48:18] don't

[00:48:19] need

[00:48:19] to

[00:48:19] change

[00:48:19] the

[00:48:19] world

[00:48:20] maybe

[00:48:20] my

[00:48:20] purpose

[00:48:21] in

[00:48:21] life

[00:48:21] is

[00:48:21] just

[00:48:22] to

[00:48:22] sit

[00:48:22] this

[00:48:22] one

[00:48:22] out

[00:48:23] you know

[00:48:23] just

[00:48:23] wait

[00:48:24] and

[00:48:24] see

[00:48:24] what

[00:48:24] happens

[00:48:25] and

[00:48:25] then

[00:48:27] when

[00:48:27] I'm

[00:48:27] done

[00:48:27] I'm

[00:48:28] just

[00:48:28] you

[00:48:29] know

[00:48:30] I'm

[00:48:31] in a

[00:48:31] different

[00:48:31] place

[00:48:32] than

[00:48:32] when

[00:48:32] I

[00:48:32] got

[00:48:33] started

[00:48:33] but

[00:48:33] I'm

[00:48:33] still

[00:48:34] me

[00:48:36] that's

[00:48:37] fine

[00:48:37] I guess

[00:48:37] I mean

[00:48:38] we don't

[00:48:39] have

[00:48:39] any

[00:48:40] real

[00:48:41] obligation

[00:48:41] to do

[00:48:42] anything

[00:48:42] we

[00:48:43] didn't

[00:48:43] ask

[00:48:44] to be

[00:48:44] put

[00:48:44] on

[00:48:44] this

[00:48:45] planet

[00:48:45] we

[00:48:45] haven't

[00:48:48] there's

[00:48:49] no

[00:48:49] we

[00:48:50] don't

[00:48:51] have

[00:48:52] I

[00:49:04] here

[00:49:04] to

[00:49:05] make

[00:49:05] a

[00:49:05] change

[00:49:06] like

[00:49:07] in an

[00:49:08] absolute

[00:49:09] way

[00:49:09] I

[00:49:10] mean

[00:49:10] we're

[00:49:11] here

[00:49:13] biologically

[00:49:13] speaking

[00:49:15] we're

[00:49:16] here

[00:49:16] to

[00:49:18] like

[00:49:19] procreate

[00:49:20] to make

[00:49:21] babies

[00:49:22] and then

[00:49:22] get out

[00:49:23] of the

[00:49:23] way

[00:49:23] I guess

[00:49:24] that's

[00:49:25] what

[00:49:25] you

[00:49:27] that's

[00:49:28] really

[00:49:28] all

[00:49:29] we are

[00:49:29] here

[00:49:29] to do

[00:49:30] if

[00:49:30] you

[00:49:30] look

[00:49:31] at

[00:49:31] this

[00:49:31] in

[00:49:34] and

[00:49:35] why

[00:49:35] shouldn't

[00:49:35] we

[00:49:35] we

[00:49:36] are

[00:49:36] biological

[00:49:36] beings

[00:49:38] and

[00:49:38] I'm

[00:49:38] not

[00:49:39] saying

[00:49:39] now

[00:49:39] that

[00:49:40] this

[00:49:43] moral

[00:49:45] thing

[00:49:45] that we

[00:49:46] are

[00:49:46] responsible

[00:49:47] to do

[00:49:47] is to

[00:49:48] procreate

[00:49:48] and then

[00:49:49] get away

[00:49:49] you know

[00:49:51] that's

[00:49:51] not what

[00:49:52] I'm

[00:49:52] saying

[00:49:52] I'm

[00:49:52] just

[00:49:52] saying

[00:49:53] that

[00:49:53] from

[00:49:53] a

[00:49:53] certain

[00:49:53] perspective

[00:49:54] that's

[00:49:54] what

[00:49:55] we're

[00:49:55] here

[00:49:55] to

[00:49:55] do

[00:49:55] so

[00:49:56] there's

[00:49:57] nothing

[00:49:57] in the

[00:49:57] universe

[00:49:58] that tells

[00:49:59] us

[00:49:59] that

[00:50:01] we

[00:50:01] really

[00:50:02] should

[00:50:02] change

[00:50:02] the

[00:50:10] world

[00:50:12] to

[00:50:13] something

[00:50:13] that

[00:50:13] we

[00:50:14] feel

[00:50:15] is

[00:50:15] more

[00:50:15] right

[00:50:17] our

[00:50:18] truth

[00:50:18] so to

[00:50:19] say

[00:50:19] so to

[00:50:19] speak

[00:50:20] but

[00:50:23] the

[00:50:23] thing

[00:50:23] with

[00:50:23] doing

[00:50:24] that

[00:50:24] is

[00:50:24] that

[00:50:24] you

[00:50:25] need

[00:50:25] to

[00:50:25] work

[00:50:25] with

[00:50:25] other

[00:50:26] people

[00:50:26] and

[00:50:27] if

[00:50:27] you

[00:50:27] don't

[00:50:27] work

[00:50:28] with

[00:50:28] other

[00:50:28] people

[00:50:29] you

[00:50:30] are

[00:50:30] not

[00:50:30] getting

[00:50:31] anything

[00:50:31] done

[00:50:34] and

[00:50:35] you

[00:50:35] can't

[00:50:36] work

[00:50:36] with

[00:50:36] other

[00:50:36] people

[00:50:37] unless

[00:50:37] you

[00:50:37] start

[00:50:38] to

[00:50:38] share

[00:50:39] their

[00:50:39] truth

[00:50:39] and

[00:50:40] the

[00:50:43] that

[00:50:43] share

[00:50:44] each

[00:50:44] other's

[00:50:44] truth

[00:50:46] the

[00:50:47] more

[00:50:47] powerful

[00:50:47] the

[00:50:48] struggle

[00:50:48] you know

[00:50:48] the

[00:50:49] more

[00:50:49] powerful

[00:50:49] the

[00:50:51] effect

[00:50:52] of

[00:50:52] the

[00:50:54] accumulated

[00:50:55] struggle

[00:50:55] god

[00:50:56] I'm

[00:50:56] really

[00:50:57] I really

[00:50:58] suck

[00:50:58] at

[00:50:58] English

[00:50:58] today

[00:50:59] I'm

[00:51:00] sorry

[00:51:00] I'm

[00:51:01] sorry

[00:51:02] sleepy

[00:51:02] and

[00:51:07] I'm

[00:51:07] not

[00:51:07] really

[00:51:07] sure

[00:51:07] what

[00:51:08] I'm

[00:51:08] talking

[00:51:08] about

[00:51:08] either

[00:51:09] because

[00:51:10] there's

[00:51:11] this

[00:51:11] huge

[00:51:12] part

[00:51:12] of

[00:51:12] me

[00:51:13] that

[00:51:13] want

[00:51:13] to

[00:51:13] just

[00:51:14] run

[00:51:14] away

[00:51:15] and

[00:51:16] hide

[00:51:16] when

[00:51:17] I

[00:51:17] look

[00:51:17] at

[00:51:17] stuff

[00:51:18] that

[00:51:18] scares

[00:51:18] me

[00:51:19] in

[00:51:19] the

[00:51:19] world

[00:51:19] I

[00:51:20] really

[00:51:21] want

[00:51:21] to

[00:51:21] hide

[00:51:21] and

[00:51:23] I

[00:51:24] mean

[00:51:24] I

[00:51:24] have

[00:51:24] a

[00:51:24] job

[00:51:25] that

[00:51:25] really

[00:51:26] creates

[00:51:27] these

[00:51:30] opportunities

[00:51:31] for me

[00:51:31] to feel

[00:51:32] like

[00:51:32] I'm

[00:51:33] truly

[00:51:33] safe

[00:51:34] I

[00:51:34] mean

[00:51:34] I

[00:51:35] sit

[00:51:35] in

[00:51:35] this

[00:51:35] little

[00:51:36] studio

[00:51:37] in

[00:51:37] my

[00:51:39] backyard

[00:51:40] I

[00:51:42] I

[00:51:43] look at

[00:51:43] the

[00:51:44] world

[00:51:44] through

[00:51:44] monitors

[00:51:45] I

[00:51:46] don't

[00:51:46] see

[00:51:47] many

[00:51:47] people

[00:51:47] during

[00:51:48] my

[00:51:49] work

[00:51:49] day

[00:51:49] I

[00:51:52] am

[00:51:52] kind

[00:51:53] of

[00:51:54] lonely

[00:51:54] really

[00:51:55] as a

[00:51:56] person

[00:51:57] and

[00:51:57] I'm

[00:51:57] not

[00:51:58] complaining

[00:51:58] I

[00:51:58] I've

[00:51:59] chosen

[00:52:01] this

[00:52:01] way

[00:52:01] of

[00:52:02] life

[00:52:04] and

[00:52:05] I

[00:52:05] like

[00:52:05] it

[00:52:05] I

[00:52:05] really

[00:52:06] like

[00:52:06] to

[00:52:06] be

[00:52:06] alone

[00:52:07] with

[00:52:07] my

[00:52:08] own

[00:52:08] mind

[00:52:10] and

[00:52:10] so

[00:52:11] as

[00:52:12] I

[00:52:12] said

[00:52:12] there's

[00:52:13] this

[00:52:14] huge

[00:52:14] part

[00:52:14] of

[00:52:14] me

[00:52:15] that

[00:52:15] really

[00:52:15] want

[00:52:15] to

[00:52:16] just

[00:52:16] you

[00:52:19] know

[00:52:19] watch

[00:52:20] this

[00:52:21] the

[00:52:22] events

[00:52:22] unfold

[00:52:23] from

[00:52:23] a

[00:52:23] distance

[00:52:24] and

[00:52:24] I

[00:52:24] think

[00:52:25] that

[00:52:25] I

[00:52:25] do

[00:52:25] in

[00:52:25] a

[00:52:25] way

[00:52:27] but

[00:52:28] then

[00:52:28] there's

[00:52:28] this

[00:52:28] other

[00:52:31] part

[00:52:32] of

[00:53:55] that

[00:53:56] that's

[00:53:57] that's

[00:53:57] that's

[00:53:57] huge

[00:53:58] problem

[00:53:58] going

[00:53:59] forward

[00:53:59] and

[00:54:00] I

[00:54:00] think

[00:54:01] that

[00:54:01] we're

[00:54:01] going

[00:54:01] into

[00:54:02] an

[00:54:02] era

[00:54:02] in

[00:54:03] human

[00:54:03] history

[00:54:03] where

[00:54:04] this

[00:54:04] will

[00:54:05] truly

[00:54:05] unfold

[00:54:07] and

[00:54:08] I

[00:54:08] think

[00:54:08] we

[00:54:09] will

[00:54:09] have

[00:54:09] to

[00:54:09] choose

[00:54:10] what

[00:54:10] kind

[00:54:11] of

[00:54:11] life

[00:54:11] do

[00:54:12] we

[00:54:12] want

[00:54:12] to

[00:54:12] live

[00:54:13] as

[00:54:14] individuals

[00:54:14] in

[00:54:15] this

[00:54:15] vast

[00:54:16] community

[00:54:17] that

[00:54:17] is

[00:54:17] the

[00:54:18] common

[00:54:20] humanity

[00:54:20] in

[00:54:21] us

[00:54:22] do

[00:54:24] we

[00:54:24] want

[00:54:24] to

[00:54:24] live

[00:54:25] in

[00:54:25] the

[00:54:25] reminence

[00:54:27] of

[00:54:29] a

[00:54:30] world

[00:54:30] that's

[00:54:31] old

[00:54:32] and

[00:54:33] left

[00:54:34] behind

[00:54:35] like

[00:54:35] these

[00:54:36] ideas

[00:54:37] of

[00:54:37] claiming

[00:54:38] to

[00:54:38] territory

[00:54:40] clinging

[00:54:40] to

[00:54:41] power

[00:54:42] clinging

[00:54:43] to

[00:54:43] resources

[00:54:46] do

[00:54:46] we

[00:54:46] really

[00:54:47] want

[00:54:47] to

[00:54:47] do

[00:54:47] that

[00:54:47] when

[00:54:48] we're

[00:54:48] slowly

[00:54:49] but

[00:54:50] very

[00:54:50] surely

[00:54:51] moving

[00:54:52] into

[00:54:52] a

[00:54:52] world

[00:54:53] of

[00:54:53] possible

[00:54:54] abundance

[00:54:56] because

[00:54:57] I mean

[00:54:57] we

[00:54:57] are

[00:54:58] with

[00:54:59] the

[00:55:00] help

[00:55:00] of

[00:55:00] technology

[00:55:01] and

[00:55:03] new

[00:55:04] ideals

[00:55:06] I

[00:55:07] believe

[00:55:07] that

[00:55:07] the

[00:55:08] struggle

[00:55:08] for

[00:55:09] like

[00:55:09] centimeters

[00:55:11] of

[00:55:11] this

[00:55:12] little

[00:55:12] pixely

[00:55:13] rock

[00:55:14] in

[00:55:14] space

[00:55:14] is

[00:55:15] like

[00:55:16] so

[00:55:16] vain

[00:55:16] and

[00:55:16] meaningless

[00:55:17] when

[00:55:18] all

[00:55:19] you

[00:55:24] rhetorically

[00:55:25] new

[00:55:25] now

[00:55:26] but

[00:55:26] all

[00:55:27] you

[00:55:27] really

[00:55:27] need

[00:55:27] is

[00:55:28] a

[00:55:28] computer

[00:55:29] all

[00:55:30] you

[00:55:30] really

[00:55:30] need

[00:55:31] and

[00:55:32] I

[00:55:32] know

[00:55:33] you

[00:55:33] need

[00:55:33] more

[00:55:33] than

[00:55:34] a

[00:55:34] computer

[00:55:34] I

[00:55:34] know

[00:55:35] you

[00:55:35] need

[00:55:35] soil

[00:55:36] you

[00:55:36] need

[00:55:36] food

[00:55:37] you

[00:55:37] need

[00:55:37] love

[00:55:38] you

[00:55:38] need

[00:55:38] whatever

[00:55:40] so

[00:55:40] I'm

[00:55:41] talking

[00:55:41] in a

[00:55:42] rhetorical

[00:55:42] way

[00:55:42] here

[00:55:44] you

[00:55:45] no

[00:55:45] longer

[00:55:45] need

[00:55:46] we're

[00:55:49] moving

[00:55:49] into

[00:55:50] a

[00:55:50] world

[00:55:51] where

[00:55:52] you

[00:55:53] need

[00:55:53] less

[00:55:54] and

[00:55:54] less

[00:55:54] space

[00:55:55] to do

[00:55:56] more

[00:55:56] and

[00:55:56] more

[00:55:56] stuff

[00:55:58] you

[00:55:58] need

[00:55:59] less

[00:55:59] and

[00:55:59] less

[00:56:00] power

[00:56:00] to

[00:56:01] create

[00:56:02] make

[00:56:02] more

[00:56:03] and

[00:56:03] more

[00:56:03] happen

[00:56:04] this

[00:56:06] is

[00:56:06] a

[00:56:06] trend

[00:56:09] and

[00:56:11] I

[00:56:12] but

[00:56:13] it's

[00:56:13] only

[00:56:14] dangerous

[00:56:14] because

[00:56:14] not

[00:56:15] many

[00:56:15] of

[00:56:16] us

[00:56:16] are

[00:56:17] involved

[00:56:17] in

[00:56:18] this

[00:56:18] still

[00:56:19] or

[00:56:20] those

[00:56:21] of us

[00:56:21] who

[00:56:21] are

[00:56:21] involved

[00:56:22] maybe

[00:56:22] aren't

[00:56:23] even

[00:56:23] aware

[00:56:24] that

[00:56:24] these

[00:56:25] are

[00:56:26] this

[00:56:27] will

[00:56:27] become

[00:56:28] a

[00:56:28] power

[00:56:28] struggle

[00:56:29] I

[00:56:29] think

[00:56:30] and

[00:56:31] I

[00:56:31] think

[00:56:31] that

[00:56:32] going

[00:56:33] forward

[00:56:33] the

[00:56:34] only

[00:56:34] thing

[00:56:34] that

[00:56:34] really

[00:56:34] matters

[00:56:35] is

[00:56:38] asking

[00:56:39] yourself

[00:56:40] am

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